Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, No. 707, July 14, 1877Various
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Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, No. 707, July 14, 1877
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Once more she clung to me trembling in her deep emotion; but silently
this time, and believing that she was asking for strength to go on, I
waited until she was able to do so. Although I knew now that she loved
Philip--it was as plain to me as that he loved her--I thought it better
to let her herself lead up to what she wanted to say. It would comfort
her by-and-by to remember she had been able to say it. Presently she
looked up into my face, a holy light in the sweet eyes as they steadily
met mine.
'Mary, you have not told me when your wedding is to take place.
Recollect, you must give me at least a week's notice for my dress. I do
not choose you to have a shabby bride's-maid. No, indeed; I mean every
one to see that--she loves you. Is the time fixed?'
'Philip wished me to decide last night, and--something was said about
next week, dearie.'
'I am glad it is settled, Mary;' with grave earnestness, her eyes still
fixed upon mine.
'But--I am afraid it will shock you very much to hear it--someway, I do
not care to think about it.'
She grew whiter, clinging closer to me as she echoed: 'Not care to
think about it!--your marriage?'
I steadied myself. One weak word--a look--and all would be in vain.
'It does seem a little strange even to myself. But to confess the
truth' (I could hardly keep back a bitter smile at the thought of the
truth helping me _so_), 'I had scarcely promised Philip an hour, before
I began to think I would put it off.'
'Why?' she murmured--'why?'
'It is so difficult to explain the workings of one's own mind. I am not
sure whether marriage is my vocation. I begin almost to fancy that I
must have been intended for an old maid. Would it shock you very much
if I were to be one after all?'
'You!--an old maid? How could that be? You are jesting of course.'
'I am not so sure.--But run away and dress, child. If we are late for
breakfast, auntie will fancy that all sorts of dreadful things have
happened to us.'
She obeyed me, but was, I saw, puzzled, and even a little frightened at
my jesting. The only effect of my first attempt had been to make her
startled and afraid. Her knowledge of me had not taught her to expect
that I should not know my own mind upon so momentous a question as my
marriage. My task would be difficult indeed. At breakfast she told Mrs
Tipper that my marriage was to take place the following week.
'Next week, dear?' said the thoughtful little lady, looking from one
to the other of us in a nervous startled way, adding rather confusedly:
'I did not expect--that is, I thought there would be more time
for--preparations, you know.'
'I believe it is all Mary's fault; and that she gave us so short a
notice on purpose to escape a fuss, as she calls it, auntie. But she
will not escape any the more for that, will she? A great deal may be
done in a week.'
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