Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, No. 720, October 13, 1877Various
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Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, No. 720, October 13, 1877
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She tried the door: it gave way; and Deborah saw a room scattered over
with papers, in the wildest confusion. The window stood open, and Sir
Vincent, looking gray and haggard in the uncertain light, stood against
the table in the middle of the room. He was dressed; his long white
hair was ruffled; his face was gray, pale; his eyes gleamed strangely
on Deborah from under their lowering brows.
'Father!' said Deborah, 'my father!' A great trembling was on her, he
looked at her so strangely; but she kept outwardly calm. She laid her
hands upon his arm, and then her eyes fell from his troubled face to
his trembling hand, which was striving vainly to hide something amongst
the papers on the table. Deborah saw the handle of a pistol; she drew
it out, and regarded him steadfastly. 'Father, father! what is this?'
He turned from her; his white head was bowed with shame in his hands,
and she heard a bitter sob.
'I know it now,' said Deborah, with terrible calmness. 'God called me
here. O dear father, what have you thought on? To get free of ruin, you
would kill your soul. Kind heaven have mercy on thee! You would leave
me, father; you would leave me and Charlie.' She flung the pistol out
of the room; she threw her arms round him. Sobs were shaking the strong
man's frame.
'O never think to leave me alone, father dear. It was sinful of you
not to call me; you might have known your little daughter would sooner
share your death, than wake to find you dead.'
'God forgive me, Deb; God forgive me;' and he sank into his chair
faint, trembling, shuddering. Deborah, on her knees beside him,
scarcely knew her proud father, he was so unmanned. She waited in
silence, with her head laid down on his knee. When he could speak, he
said: 'I see God's hand in this; I believe in Him as I never believed
before. Child! nothing less than a miracle brought thee here, as heaven
is my witness; in another moment, Deb, I should have been a dead man. I
had the pistol in my hand; may He forgive me, Deb!'
Then Deborah looked up white and calm: 'What could have induced you,
father? What ruin could be great enow to justify so great a sin? The
loss of house and lands? Let them go. You and I had better live in
some poor honest way, than keep at Enderby. Let it go. It is no great
matter, so long as you have your children's love.'
He groaned. 'It isn't all, Deb; ruin isn't all. We have that, and
enow. But ye know the old saying, "Death before dishonour."--Charlie,
Charlie!' and the father's tremulous lips struggled piteously to utter
more.
'Has Charlie _disgraced_ us then? How, father?'
'God forbid that I tell thee how. My boy has killed me.'
'Will _money_ save him, father?' The stern low voice scarcely seemed
Deborah Fleming's.
'Money, ay; but we are beggars.'
Deborah started to her feet. 'Well, think of it no more; you are
wearied to death, my father. Thinking won't right you nor save Charlie.
Sleep in peace, father, for I will save ye both this day.'
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