Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, No. 720, October 13, 1877Various
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Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, No. 720, October 13, 1877
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It was about this time, or some three or four days after Kingston's
arrival, that Mistress Dinnage was sitting--languidly for her--at the
door of the lodge. Mistress Dinnage lived a life of constant energy;
she did not sit and lament; she had her sorrows; but they were closed
within the proudest heart that ever beat, and no man knew of them. But
all the more dangerous is the stern sorrow that feeds upon itself, the
aching, ever-present grief, so stoically disregarded. Mistress Dinnage
indulged in neither tears nor regrets; bravely she did her duty day by
day, and never would sit down to court a sweet and fancied dream. But
when evening came, what had she to do? Father was not home; the tall
clock in the corner went tick, tick, tick! Lady Deb was busied with
her kinsman Kingston Fleming; old Marjory was no companion to Mistress
Dinnage. Lives are so different. In some more genial lives, in some
gay changeful or adventurous life, sorrow and despair are kept at bay.
In contrast to this life of Margaret's, there was May Warriston far
away, dreaming through courtly galleries, gazing on splendid pictures,
listening to ravishing music, kneeling before gorgeous shrines. Amid
such scenes as these, the heart-strings may be tuned to never a
discordant note. But in eternal calm, in depressing sickness, in dreary
hours of solitude, _then_ the grim spectre looks on us face to face. We
may work; ay, but when we pause to rest? Work, everlasting work, gives
a stern sense of satisfaction and the comfort of 'something done;'
but unlightened by sweeter moments, neither softens the heart nor
strengthens the mind. Under that stern government, imagination sleeps,
thought grows torpid, the poor wounded soul is grasped within the iron
hand it defies, Nature herself lies bruised and bleeding.
In the hours of hard work and daylight, sorrow was to Margaret Dinnage
unheeded, unheard, uncared for; but when forced inaction came, when the
little room darkened slowly, and the lightest whisper of the breeze
began to be heard above the hushed tumult of the world, then the tall
clock told a monotonous tale moment by moment to the proud still
heart--a tale of solitude and hopeless calm. She would go to the porch
not to hear it; but to go out and roam about the happy fields she could
not, for there she had played when a child. No; better stand at the
door and watch; father would be coming soon.
One evening as Mistress Dinnage thus watched, the gate swung to; not
the stooping form of old Jordan Dinnage, but a tall and tower-like
figure loomed through the gloaming and darkened the doorway. Loud and
full beat the heart of Mistress Dinnage; she could not speak. For the
first time for years, she and Charles Fleming were alone.
'Who is at Enderby?' he asked, in a short stern voice.
'Mistress Deborah,' she answered, with hurried breathless utterance,
'an' Master Kingston Fleming.'
'Not my father?'
'No.'
'Has Master Sinclair been here lately?'
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