Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, No. 726: November 24, 1877Various
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Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, No. 726: November 24, 1877
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From that moment her lover began to mend steadily, though still slowly;
every day there was more and more to hope, until at length Wilfred was
pronounced wholly out of danger. And then one evening in the dusk,
when the lamps were being lighted in the street below them, and the
increased hum and buzz of the later day were coming on, Wilfred and
Mabel found themselves again alone.
'Mabel,' he said in a low voice, when they had been quite silent for
a long time, 'I have been wanting an opportunity to tell you all the
wrong that I have done. Shall I tell you now?'
'Yes, Wilfred, now--in this twilight light.' She slid her hand into his
as she spoke, and they remained in that position while he told her his
story.
There was nothing new about it; it was the old story. Led by bad
companions into temptations, his naturally lively and weak nature was
not able to resist; ashamed of himself for his own conduct when he
found himself outrunning his allowance, and obliged to apply to his
father for help. Thrown into despair by his father's harsh conduct
to him, he had plunged still more wildly into the excesses and
dissipations of his leaders, till at last, horrified at what he was
doing, and seeing no means of escape from the snares in which he had
allowed himself to be caught, he had written that letter to Mabel;
had waited, vaguely hoping for he knew not what, for some days, and
had ultimately sought to put an end to himself in a fit of intense
depression. Weakness, that shoal which is even more fatal, because
more hidden than wickedness, had wrecked him, as it has wrecked so
many. In the deep remorse that he now felt, he greatly exaggerated the
wickedness of his conduct, for though he had been guilty of grievous
folly, he had done no positive or irremediable wrong either to himself
or others. The only actual definite sin he had committed was the
suicidal one, from the consequences of which Mabel's resolution had
happily saved him.
When he had finished this history, he paused an instant, and then
added, without looking at her: 'And now, Mabel, that you have heard
all this, do you still say that you forgive me? Can you still love me?'
'A love would be very useless, Wilfred, that deserted its object just
when it was most wanted; I hope my love is a truer one than that.'
'Mabel, my beloved,' said he, drawing her closer to him as he spoke,
'if it had not been for you, I should have been beyond the power of
repentance now. Your affection has saved me once, and it shall keep me
from harm now, for ever!'
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