Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, No. 744, March 30, 1878Various
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Chambers's Journal of Popular Literature, Science, and Art, No. 744, March 30, 1878
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Such was the surly greeting of the stout sailor-like man whom Ruth
found irritably pacing to and fro under the lee of the wall.
‘I could not come, brother, one moment earlier without arousing
suspicion that might be the ruin of us both,’ answered the girl
steadily, but in a conciliatory tone. ‘And what, after all, signify
a few minutes more or less of expectation, compared with a life of
constant effort, constant watchfulness, and the sense of depending on
one’s self alone in the midst of enemies who sleep beneath the same
roof and feed at the same table? I tell you that the tension on my
nerves is far greater than I ever dreamed that it could be, and that
there are times when I even fancy that I shall be driven mad by the
strain imposed upon me of playing a part, ever and always, without rest
or respite!’
Ruth’s voice as she proceeded had grown shrill and tremulous with the
effect of the emotions, long pent up, that found expression at last,
and she pressed her slender hand upon her heated brow with a gesture
which Hold was not slow to mark.
‘Come, come, Missy,’ he said in accents far more gentle than those
which he had first employed; ‘you’ve taken this thing, whatever it is,
too much to heart. See, now; I’d never have suggested the plan if I
had not believed that in the house of Sir Sykes Denzil, Baronet, you’d
have been like a fish in water. Didn’t we always call you in joke “My
Lady,” and that because your ways weren’t as our plain ways? Haven’t
you got your head stuffed as full of book-learning as an egg is full of
meat? Aren’t you dainty and proud and what not? Till folks declared, to
be sister o’ mine, you must have been changed at nurse. And now do you
find it a hardship to have to consort with yon Denzil people?—not your
equals, I’ll be bound, if all had their due.’
‘You can’t understand me, Brother Dick,’ said the girl softly, and
turning away her face. ‘Give me, I say, a real stand-point; let not my
life be a lie, and I should fear no comparison with those who are daily
my dupes. But I hold my tenure of the bed I sleep on, the bread I eat,
by mere sufferance, and I see no way as yet to’——
‘That fop—the dandy Lancer fellow—Captain Jasper don’t seem to take
to you then?’ asked Hold; and Ruth winced perceptibly at the blunt
question.
‘Captain Denzil will never, I imagine, care very much for any one but
his dear self,’ she answered gently. ‘Now that he is an invalid—though
he will soon be out and about again—he thinks that he pays me no small
compliment in preferring my conversation to the insipid society of his
excellent sisters. But I no more expect a proposal of marriage from
Jasper Denzil than I expect the sky to fall.’
‘That’s a pity,’ said Hold dryly; and then a pause ensued. ‘You didn’t
send for me, Missy, to tell me that?’ he added, after some moments
spent in thought.
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