Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, Irish
That night when he went home, thinking over the kissing and the
laughing and the gentle caresses, the thing that impressed him most was
how natural it all had been. She had received it all, and he had given
it, as though it were just like the scented heather, and the wind and
the moon. He met her another night by careful chance, and again there
was all of the child in her, eagerness and pensiveness and artless
kissing and bubbling laughter. He could feel her eyes laugh.
He met her a third time on the great hill above the town, and this time
it was by appointment. She had become a great pleasantness to him, a
greater pleasantness than he could ever have imagined before, there was
something so apart from the world. The thought of meeting that night
made his great chest heave involuntarily.
That night he sensed, when he met her, she was all woman, not child
alone. He kissed her and they sat down in the springy heather bells.
She was silent.
"It's been a long day," she said at length, "a long, long day." She
looked at him and smiled.
He turned to catch her up to him. She held him at the length of her
arm.
"What is your name?" she asked. "Your first name?"
"Aleck."
"Do you mean true, Aleck?" Not only her mouth, but her eyes, her whole
being was questioning. "Aleck, do you mean true?"
"Ay! I mean true."
And he had became her lover, her secret lover.
For one whole year she was a delight and a mystery to him. There was
not in him, though, the whirling passion that makes for love epics. It
was just good for him to know her. Had he been twenty he would have
married her, nor been content until he had her bound by candle, book,
and bell. But he was in his thirties now, and steady and solid and
wise. She asked nothing of him. She accompanied him here and there,
to Bangor, to Antrim Glens, dressed in modest decency. Their relation
she accepted with dignity. She was not possessive, as a commoner woman
might be. She was not fulsome in her affection for him. It was very
restrained.
"I like you well, Aleck," was all she uttered. "I like you fine, my
big red man."
At the works she never noticed him, nor he her. Once, indeed, he had
wanted her to leave and take a little house somewhere, but her eyes had
flashed terribly at the first words.
"I 'm sorry, Jeanie," he faltered. "I 'm queer and sorry."
"You hurt me," she confessed. "You did so." She relented at his
distress. "Ah, sure, don't take on about it. A wee word--it comes out
so easy. I should not have looked so fierce. But I know you did n't
mean to belittle me, Aleck."
He could never quite understand her. No woman in his life had ever
acted so. There had been venal women, and foolish women, and women
whom other women would instinctively recognize as evil. But Jean was a
mixture of the opposites of these things, and she was also Jean.
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