Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, Irish
"Ah, Mister Aleck, be reasonable! We got to live. Down at
Richardson's mill they 're gi'en the third raise. And at the United--"
"Now, listen to me, men," he roared like a maddened bull. "You 've got
to make a choice. Either get on with what you have, or I 'll close the
mill. I swear to my God I 'll close the mill."
"We 've got to live," the men said sullenly. An old workman stepped
out.
"Mister Aleck," he pleaded, "I 've worked for your da all my life, and
I was a wee nipper when your grandfa'er was here. I mind him well.
You 've got neither chick nor child, and if you have n't, the mill goes
wi' you--"
Good God! So it did. He had never thought of that.
"--so it is n't as though you wanted the money--"
"I will not!" One part of his brain formulated the reply and his lips
uttered it. The other part was busy on this new discovery, that with
him the mills died. Of course they did.
"Well, then, be damned to you! Close your mill!"
"Be damned to the whole lot of you! Take your week's notice from the
day. Saturday week the mill closes, and I swear to my God it never
opens again."
Why should it, he asked himself when they were gone, why should it?
He sat back after they had left him and for an instant the magnitude of
the thought that there would be no successor shook him physically, left
him all of a tremble. He had never thought of it before, incredible as
that may seem.
"No! There'll be no other. I'm the last." He lighted a match to put
to his pipe, but he let it go out. "I 'm the last."
All his life, at this moment, seemed shattered--the comfortable running
order of it junked into a grotesque and cold puzzle, as a complicated
engine will be ruined by a thunderbolt. The mills were gone, for he
would not give in to any raise, and Jeanie Lindsay too--she was so much
to him, so much that she obtruded herself on every thought he had.
For the first time in his existence, sitting on the ruin, it occurred
to him after all what a poor thing this complicated mechanism had been.
He could remember his boyhood, a drear Sabbatical term of years, spent
with a bearded father and a thin, acidulous mother. At school he had
not been liked.
"It was no' so pleasant, now that I come to think of it."
And he was supposed to approach a strict spinster in marriage, that the
destiny of the Robertsons should be accomplished; to be intimate with a
frigid stranger, that another lonely and not-liked boy would be brought
into the world, between a dour father and a mother of marked gentility,
in a house that was cold no matter how warm the summer, and dark though
the sun shone.
"I will not!"
The face of the Lindsay girl came between him and the tepid vision he
had conjured, as in some motion-picture device. And he saw her warmth
and bonniness, her slow laughter, her calm eyes. Why, under God's
name, must she be born in a region where the Robertson tradition did
not pick? Why must she be so desirable, and eligible wives so insipid?
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