For my part, I was usually industrious enough, because I was never persecuted with long tasks; my attention was never stretched, as it were, upon a last, so that it was no meritorious achievement if I could bend it towards all that I undertook, with a species of elasticity peculiar to the nervous temperament. My mother was also busy. She sat in her tall chair at the window, her eyes constantly drawn towards the street, but she never left off working, being deep in the knitting of an enormous black silk purse for Lydia to carry when she went to market. Millicent was somewhere out of the room, and Lydia, having given orders for dinner, had gone out to walk. I had written about six lines in great trepidation--for writing usually fevered me a little, it was such an effort--when my great goose-quill slipped through my fingers, thin as they were, and I made a desperate plunge into an O. I exclaimed aloud, "Oh, what a blot!" and my lady Mentor arose and came behind me. "Worse than a blot, Charles," she said, or something to that effect. "A blot might not have been your fault, but the page is very badly written; I shall cut it out, and you had better begin another." "I shall only blot that, Clo," I answered; and Clo appealed to my mother. "It is very strange, is it not, that Charles, who is very attentive generally, should be so little careful of his writing? He will never suit the post of all others the most important he _should_ suit." "What is that?" I inquired so sharply that my mother grew dignified, and responded gravely,-- "My dear Clotilda, it will displease me very much if Charles does not take pains in every point, as you are so kind as to instruct him. It is but little such a young brother can do to show his gratitude." "Mother!" I cried, and sliding out of my chair, I ran to hers. "I shall never be able to write,--I mean neatly; Clo may look over me if she likes, and she will know how hard I try." "But do you never mean to write, Charles?" "I shall get to write somehow, I suppose, but I shall never write what you call a beautiful hand." My mother took my fingers and laid them along her own, which were scarcely larger. "But your hands are very little less than mine; surely they can hold a pen?" "Oh, yes, I can hold anything!" And then I laughed and said, "I could do something with my hands too." I was going to finish, "I could play;" but Lydia had just turned the corner of the street, and my mother's eyes were watching her up to the door. So I stood before her without finishing my explanation. She at length said, kindly, "Well, now go and write one charming copy, and then we will walk." I ran back to my table and climbed my chair, Clo having faithfully fulfilled her word and cut out the offending leaf.