Baudelaire, Charles, 1821-1867; Poets, French -- 19th century -- Biography
What is certainly not a solution of the unfathomable mystery of
this enigmatical woman, but which is, in a certain sense, a clue,
I find on pages 55-67 of the book I have referred to, a narrative
that seems more than likely to have been hers. He says this to make
one understand better the mixture of dreams and hallucinations in
haschisch, as having been sent him by a woman: "It is a woman, rather
a mature woman, curious, of an excitable spirit, who, having yielded
to the temptation of using the drug, describes her visions." These are
superb and fantastic visions, written by an imaginative, sensitive,
and suggestive woman. She begins: "However bizarre and astonishing are
these sensations that intoxicated my folly for twelve hours (twelve or
twenty? I don't know which) I shall never return to them. The spiritual
excitement is too vivid, the fatigue too much to endure, and, to say
all, in this childish enchantment I find something criminal." She adds:
"I have heard that the enthusiasm of poets and of creators is not
unlike what I have experienced, in spite of the fact that I have always
imagined that such men whose delight is to move us ought to be of a
really calm temperament; but if poetical delirium has any resemblance
with what a little teaspoon full of drugged jam has given me, I think
that all such pleasures cost dear to poets, and it is not without a
certain prosaic satisfaction that I return to real life."
In these sentences Baudelaire gives one a certain clue as to the
identity of this woman. "But, above all, observe that in this woman's
story the hallucination is of a bastard kind, and whose reason of being
is to be an exterior spectacle; the mind is no more than a mirror
where the surrounding environment is transformed in an extraordinary
fashion. Besides, we see intervene what I must call the moral
hallucination: the subject believes he is subjected to an expiation,
but the feminine temperament, which is little accustomed to analysis,
does not permit itself to note the singularly optimistic character of
this hallucination. The benevolent regard of the Olympian Divinities
is poetized by a kind of varnish essentially _haschischin._ I cannot
say that this woman has escaped from the sense of remorse; but that
her thoughts, momentarily turned in the direction of melancholy and of
regret, have returned to their former sensibility."
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