Baudelaire, Charles, 1821-1867; Poets, French -- 19th century -- Biography
Baudelaire, as I have said, had many reasons for going to Brussels.
Among these was his urgent desire of finding a publisher to print his
collected works--having failed to find any publisher for them. Another
was that of giving lectures--a thing he was not made for--and for two
other reasons: one of making immediate money, one of adding to his fame
as a writer. Then, to write a book on Belgium.
He writes to Manet (who has written to him: "Do return to Paris! No
happiness can come to you while you live in that damned country!"):
"As for finishing here _Pauvre Belgique,_ I am incapable of it: I am
near on dead. I have quite a lot of _Poèmes en Prose_ to get printed in
magazines. I can do no more than that. _Je souffre d'un mal qui je n'ai
pas, comme j'étais gamin, et que je vivais au bout du monde."_
His book was to have been humorous, mocking, and serious--his final
separation from modern stupidity. "People may understand me, perhaps,
then." "Nothing," he confesses, "can console me in my detestable
misery, in my humiliating situation, nor especially in my vices."
In February, 1865, he writes: "As for my present state, it is an
absolute abdication of the will. (_C'est une parfaite abdication de la
volonté._)" What reason, I wonder, was there for him to "abdicate" the
one element in our natures by which we live at our greatest, the very
root of our passions (as Balzac said), "nervous fluids and that unknown
substance which, in default of another term, we must call the will?"
Man has a given quality of energy; each man a different quality: how
will he spend it? That is Balzac's invariable question. All these
qualities were always in Baudelaire.
Had he finally, after so many years in which his energy was supreme,
lost some of his energy, struggling, as he seems to do, against
insuperable difficulties that beset him on either side, like thieves
that follow men in the dark with the intention of stabbing you in the
back? Does he then try to conjecture what next year might bring him
of good or of evil? He has lived his life after his own will: what
shall the end be? He dares neither look backward nor forward. It might
be that he feels the earth crumbling under his feet; for how many
artists have had that fear--the fear that the earth under their feet
may no longer be solid? There is another step for him to take, a step
that frightens him; might it not be into another more painful kind of
oblivion? Has something of the man gone out of him: that is to say, the
power to live for himself?
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