"Happen?" Professor Lightning blinked. "Why, Charley ... why, you could
do anything you liked. Anything. You'd have the same opportunities as
anybody else. You could be ... well, my boy, you could be anything."
"Could I?" Charley said. "Excuse me for talking about this, professor,
but I've had a lot of time to think about it. And it's all sort of new
to you. I mean, you weren't born the way I was, and so you just don't
understand it."
Professor Lightning said: "But, my boy--"
"No." Charley said. "Let me explain this. Because it's important." He
cleared his throat, sat down on the ground and fumbled for a cigarette.
He found one in his shirt pocket, carried it to his lips with his right
foot, and lit a match with his left. When he was smoking easily, he went
on.
"Professor, do you know how old I am?" he said. "I'm forty-two years
old. Maybe I don't look it, but that's how old I am. Now, I've spent all
my life learning to do one thing, and I do a pretty good job of it.
Anyhow, good enough to get me a spot with Wrout's show, and probably
with anybody else I wanted to work for."
"But your arms--?" the professor said.
"That's what I mean," Charley said. "I don't have any arms. I never had
any. Maybe I miss 'em, a little--but everything I do is based on the
fact that I don't have 'em. Now, professor, do you know what I am?"
Professor Lightning frowned. "What you are?" he said.
"I'm an Armless Wonder," Charley said. "That's a pretty good thing to
be. In a carny, they look up to an Armless Wonder--he's a freak, a born
freak, and that's as high as you can go, in a carny. I get a good
salary--I send enough to my mother and my sister, in Chicago, for them
to live on. And I have what I need myself. I've got a job, professor,
and standing, and respect." He paused. "Now, suppose I had arms. I'd
have to start from scratch, all over again. I'd have to start from the
bottom up, just learning the basic elements of any job I signed on for.
I'd be a forty-two-year-old man doing the work of an eighteen-year-old.
And not making much money. And not having much standing, or respect."
Charley took the cigarette out of his mouth with his right foot, held it
for a second and put it back.
"I'd be normal," he said. "I'd be just like everybody else, professor.
And what do I want anything like _that_ for?"
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