"I am sorry," she said, as Arthur still sat in the hammock beside her,
silent and downcast--"I 'm dreadfully sorry, Arthur, that you should
have brought this matter up again. We have been such friends so many
years, and you are such a good friend, when you are only a friend. I
hate to wound you, if, indeed, you care for me as you say you do; but I
do n't love you, Arthur, in the way you would have me, and I know I
never shall. It's best that I should tell you this plainly, and I know
you will be glad of it in the end. I am not the girl you think me,
Arthur. You do n't know me as I really am. If you did you 'd be glad
to have escaped so luckily. I always try to make a good impression,
but really I am willful, selfish and discontented. You would be
awfully sorry when it was too late. Believe me, I am telling the
truth. So let's never talk about this any more, but be the good
friends we have always been."
Arthur jumped up impatiently. "You are trifling with me, as you always
do," he said, with a savage ring in his voice. "I do n't care what
your faults are. I want you, just as you are, to be my wife. Care for
you as I say I do! I have loved you since we were children together.
I have never cared for any one else. My every thought has been for
your happiness. I have never spared trouble, time or money in doing
what I thought would please you--and why do you suppose I 've done so?
for fun? for glory? for something to pass away time? I tell you, Pert,
I 'm getting mighty tired of this kind of foolishness. You and I are
fitted for each other by reason of natural situation, if nothing else.
What other man is there around here who is anywhere near your equal,
socially? What kind of a life will you lead cooped up on this hillside
farm as the years go by?--a living death, only think of it!
"Your father is willing, anxious, that you should be married and safely
provided for--I have talked with him; he has told me so. My father
simply worships you, and nothing on earth would please him so much as
to have you for a daughter-in-law."
"But, Arthur," said Pert, almost pleadingly, "I have told you how I
feel about it. I don't love you, and how can I marry a man I do n't
love? I am fonder of you, much fonder, than of any other man I know,
and I can't begin to tell you how bad I should feel to lose your
friendship, but--"
She paused as a sound of voices reached them, and in a moment, to her
great relief, Sadie and Checkers, with the banjo, came round the house
and joined them.
One sweep of the strings, to be sure it was in tune, and Checkers
tendered Pert the instrument.
"No, I shan't play; we want to hear you," she laughingly exclaimed,
putting her hands behind her. "I am only a novice, and you know the
old proverb, 'The poor ye have always with ye.'"
Without more ado Checkers sat down and played a couple of lively airs.
"Now, a song," exclaimed Pert; "I am sure that you sing."
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