Children -- United States; United States -- Social life and customs -- To 1775
"When I came in, past 7 at night, my wife met me in the Entry
and told me Betty had surprised them. I was surprised with the
Abruptness of the Relation. It seems Betty Sewall had given some
signs of dejection and sorrow; but a little while after dinner
she burst into an amazing cry which caus'd all the family to
cry too. Her Mother ask'd the Reason, she gave none; at last
said she was afraid she should go to Hell, her Sins were not
pardon'd. She was first wounded by my reading a sermon of Mr.
Norton's; Text, Ye shall seek me and shall not find me. And
these words in the Sermon, Ye shall seek me and die in your
Sins, ran in her Mind and terrified her greatly. And staying
at home, she read out of Mr. Cotton Mather--Why hath Satan
filled thy Heart? which increas'd her Fear. Her Mother asked her
whether she pray'd. She answered Yes, but fear'd her prayers
were not heard, because her sins were not pardoned."
Poor little wounded Betty! her fear that she should go to hell
because she, like Spira, was not elected, was answered by her father
who, having led her into this sad state, was but ill-fitted to
comfort her. Both prayed with bitter tears, and he says mournfully,
"I hope God heard us." Hell, Satan, eternal damnation, everlasting
torments, were ever held up before these Puritan children. We could
truthfully paraphrase Wordsworth's beautiful line "Heaven lies about
us in our infancy," and say of these Boston children, "Hell lay
about them in their infancy." The lists in their books of the proper
names in the Bible had an accompanying list--that of names of the
devil.
A most painfully explicit account of one of the ultra-sensitive
natures developed by these methods is given by Cotton Mather in his
most offensive style in a short religious biography of Nathaniel
Mather. The boy died when he was nineteen years old, but unhappily
he kept a diary of his religious sentiments and fears. He fasted
often and prayed constantly even in his sleep. He wrote out in
detail his covenant with God, and I cannot doubt that he more than
lived up to his promises, as he did to the minute rules he laid out
for his various religious duties. Still this young Christian was
full of self-loathing, horrible conceptions of God, unbounded dread
of death, and all the horrors of a morbid soul.
A letter written by an older Mather (about 1638), when he was twelve
years old, shows an ancestral tendency to religious fears:--
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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