Avery leaped to his feet. For a startled instant Falken's brain
cleared, and he saw the trapped, wild terror in Avery's face.
"We'd die," said Avery hoarsely. "The heat...."
Sheila faced him. "We'll die anyway, unless you want Psycho-Change. Why
not try it, Eric? Their instruments won't work close to the Sun. They
may even be afraid to follow."
The wiry, febrile force of her beat at them. "Try, Eric. We have
nothing to lose."
Paul Avery stared from one to the other of them and then to the red
lights that were ships. Abruptly he sank down on the edge of his bunk
and dropped his broad, fair head in his hands. Falken saw the cords
like drawn harp-strings on the backs of them.
"I ... can't," whispered Falken. The command to sleep was once more a
vast shout in his brain. "I can't think."
"You must!" said Sheila. "If you sleep, we'll be taken. You won't be
able to kill yourself. They'll pick your brain empty. Then they'll
Hiltonize you with the Psycho-Adjuster.
"They'll blank your brain with electric impulses and then transmit a
whole new memory-pattern, even shifting the thought-circuits so that
you won't think the same way. They'll change your metabolism, your
glandular balance, your pigmentation, your face, and your fingerprints."
He knew she was recounting these things deliberately, to force him to
fight. But still the weak darkness shrouded him.
"Even your name will be gone," she said. "You'll be placid and
lifeless, lazing your life away, just one of Hilton's cattle." She took
a deep breath and added, "Like Kitty."
He caught her shoulders, then, grinding the thin bone of them. "How did
you know?"
"That night, when you saw me, you said her name. Perhaps I made you
think of her. I know how it feels, Eric. They took the boy I loved away
from me."
He clung to her, the blue distant fire in his eyes taking life from
the hot, green blaze of hers. There was iron in her. He could feel the
spark and clash of it against his mind.
"Talk to me," he whispered. "Keep me awake. I'll try."
Waves of sleep clutched Falken with physical hands. But he turned to
the control panel.
The bitter blaze of Mercury stabbed his bloodshot eyes. Red lights
hemmed him in. He couldn't think. And then Sheila Moore began to talk.
Standing behind him, her thin vital hands on his shoulders, telling him
the story of Hiltonism.
"Gantry Hilton's Psycho-Adjuster was a good thing at first. Through
the mapping and artificial blanking of brain-waves and the use of
electro-hypnotism--the transmission of thought-patterns directly to
the brain--it cured non-lesional insanity, neuroses, and criminal
tendencies. Then, at the end of the Interplanetary War...."
Red lights closing in. How could he get past the Spaceguard battery?
Sheila's voice fought back the darkness. Speed, that was what he
needed. And more guts than he'd ever had to use in his life before. And
luck.
"Keep talking, Sheila. Keep me awake."
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