The father proceeded homewards at tremendous speed; a glorious hope
filled his heart, sharing the same with sorrow and repentance. He
mumbled shamefaced prayers as he went, speaking half to himself, half to
Heaven. He rambled on from a petition for forgiveness into a broken
thanksgiving for the mercy he already regarded as granted. His labours,
the glamour of the present achievement, and the previous long strain
upon his mind and body, united to smother reason for one feverish hour.
Will walked blindly forward, now with his eyes upon the window under
Newtake's dark roof below him, now turning to catch sight of the grey
cross uplifted on the hill above. A great sweeping sea of change was
tumbling through his intellect, and old convictions with scraps of
assured wisdom suffered shipwreck in it. His mind was exalted before the
certainty of unutterable blessing; his soul clung to the splendid
assurance of a Personal God who had wrought actively upon his behalf,
and received his belated atonement.
Far behind, Mr. Blee was improving the occasion for benefit of young Ted
Chown.
"See how he do stride the hill wi' his head held high, same as Moses
when he went down-long from the Mount. Look at un an' do likewise,
Teddy; for theer goes a man as have grasped God! 'Tis a gert, gay day in
human life when it comes."
Will Blanchard hurried through the farm gate, where it swung idly with
its sacred support gone forever; then he drew a great breath and glanced
upwards before proceeding into the darkness of the unlighted house. As
he did so wheels grated at the entrance, and he knew that Doctor Parsons
must be just behind him. Above stairs the sick-room was still unlighted,
the long-necked kettle still puffed steam, but the fire had shrunk, and
Will's first word was a protest that it had been allowed to sink so low.
Then he looked round, and the rainbow in his heart faded and died.
Damaris sat like a stone woman by the window; Phoebe lay upon the bed
and hugged a little body in a blanket. Her hair had fallen down; out of
the great shadows he saw the white blur on her face, and heard her voice
sound strange as she cried monotonously, in a tone from which the first
passion had vanished through an hour of iteration.
"O God, give un back to me; O God, spare un; O kind God, give my li'l
bwoy back."
CHAPTER VII
GREY TWILIGHT
In the soft earth they laid him, "the little child whose heart had
fallen asleep," and from piling of a miniature mound, from a small brown
tumulus, now quite hid under primroses, violets, and the white anemones
of the woods, Will Blanchard and his mother slowly returned to Newtake.
He wore his black coat; she was also dressed in black; the solitary
mourning coach dragged slowly up the hill to the Moor, and elsewhere
another like it conveyed Mr. Lyddon homeward.
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