Neither mother nor son had any heart to speak. The man's soul was up in
arms; he had rebelled against his life, and since the death of his boy,
while Phoebe remained inert in her desolation and languished under a
mental and bodily paralysis wherein she had starved to death but for
those about her, he, on the contrary, found muscle and mind clamouring
for heroic movement. He was feverishly busy upon the farm, and ranged in
thought with a savage activity among the great concerns of men. His
ill-regulated mind, smarting under the blows of Chance, whirled from
that past transient wave of superstitious emotion into an opposite
extreme. Now he was ashamed of his weakness, and suffered convictions
proper to the narrowness of an immature intellect to overwhelm him. He
assured himself that his tribulations were not compatible with the
existence of a Supreme Being. Like poor humanity the wide world over,
his judgment became vitiated, his views distorted under the stroke of
personal sorrow, and, beneath the pressure of that gigantic egotism
which ever palsies the mind of man at sudden loss of what he holds
dearest upon earth, poor Blanchard cried in his heart there was no God.
Here we are faced with a curious parallel, offered within the limits of
this narrative. As the old labourer, Blee, had arrived at the same
conclusion, then modified it and returned to a creed in the light of
subsequent events, so now Will had found himself, on the evening of his
child's funeral, with fresh interests aroused and recent convictions
shaken. An incipient negation of Deity, built upon the trumpery basis of
his personal misfortunes, was almost shattered within the week that saw
its first existence. A mystery developed in his path, and startling
incidents awoke a new train of credulity akin to that already manifested
over the ancient cross. The man's uneven mind was tossed from one
extreme of opinion to the other, and that element of superstition, from
which no untutored intellect in the lap of Nature is free, now found
fresh food and put forth a strong root within him.
Returning home, Will approached Phoebe with a purpose to detail the sad,
short scene in Chagford churchyard, but his voice rendered her
hysterical, so he left her with his mother, put on his working clothes,
and wandered out into the farmyard. Presently he found himself idly
regarding a new gate-post: that which Martin Grimbal formerly brought
and left hard by the farm. Ted Chown had occupied himself in erecting it
during the morning.
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