Presently he moved forward again, walked to the valleys and wandered
towards southern Teign, unconsciously calmed by his own random movements
and the river's song. Anon, he entered the lands of Metherill, and soon
afterwards, without deliberate intention, moved through that Damnonian
village which lies there. A moment later and he stood in the hut-circle
where he himself had been born. Its double stone courses spread around
him, hiding the burrows of the rabbits; and sprung from between two
granite blocks, brave in spring verdure, with the rain twinkling in
little nests of flower buds as yet invisible, there rose a hawthorn.
Within the stones a ewe stood and suckled its young, but there was no
other sign of life. Then Blanchard, sitting here to rest and turning his
eyes whither he had come, again noticed some sudden movement, but,
looking intently at the spot, he saw nothing and returned to his own
thoughts. Sitting motionless Will retraced the brief course of his
career through long hours of thought; and though his spirit bubbled to
white heat more than once during the survey, yet subdued currents of
sense wound amid his later reflections. Crushed for a moment under the
heavy load of life and its lessons, he presented a picture familiar
enough, desirable enough, necessary enough to all humanity, yet pathetic
as exemplified in the young and unintelligent and hopeful. It was the
picture of the dawn of patience--a patience sprung from no religious
inspiration, but representing Will's tacit acknowledgment of defeat in
his earlier battles with the world. The emotion did not banish his
present rebellion against Fate and evil fortune undeserved; but it
caused him to look upon life from a man's standpoint rather than a
child's, and did him a priceless service by shaking to their foundations
his self-confidence and self-esteem. Selfish at least he was not from a
masculine standard, and now his thoughts returned to Phoebe in her
misery, and he rose and retraced his steps with a purpose to comfort her
if he could.
The day began to draw in. Unshed rains massed on the high tors, but
towards the west one great band of primrose sky rolled out above the
vanished sun and lighted a million little amber lamps in the hanging
crystals of the rain. They twinkled on thorns and briars, on the grass,
the silver crosiers of uncurling ferns, and all the rusty-red young
heather.
Then it was that rising from his meditations and turning homeward, the
man distinctly heard himself called from some distance. A voice repeated
his name twice--in clear tones that might have belonged to a boy or a
woman.
"Will! Will!"
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