"Well, what I know not, I know not," said Pan Stanislav, in his soul.
Still the deep conviction of Pani Emilia's speech struck him. "If these
are illusions," thought he, "they are really life-giving, since they
are able to draw forth juices for life from the dungeon of the grave."
Marynia asserted, besides, in her first conversation with Pan
Stanislav, that Pani Emilia lived only through that thought, which
alone softened her grief. For whole days she mentioned nothing else,
and said, with such persistence, that from God's point of view death is
separation for one twinkle of an eye, that she began to alarm Marynia.
"She talks, too, of Litka," said Marynia, in conclusion, "as if the
child had not died, and as if she should see her to-morrow."
"That is happy," answered Pan Stanislav. "Vaskovski rendered tangible
service; such a nail in the head gives no pain."
"Still, she is right, for it is so."
"I will not contradict you."
Marynia was alarmed, it is true, by the persistence with which Pani
Emilia returned to one thought; but on the other hand she herself did
not look on death otherwise. Hence that tinge of scepticism, evident in
Pan Stanislav's words, touched her a little, and pained her; but, not
wishing to let this be evident, she changed the conversation.
"I gave directions to enlarge Litka's photograph," said she. "Yesterday
they brought me three copies; one I will give Emilia. I feared at first
that it would excite her too much, but now I see that I may give it;
nay, more, it will be very dear to her."
She rose then, and went to a bookcase on which were some photographs in
a wrapper; these she took, and, sitting at Pan Stanislav's side before
a small table, opened them.
"Emilia told me of a certain talk which you had with Litka a short time
before her death, when the child wished you three to be birches growing
near one another. Do you remember that talk?"
"I do. Litka wondered that trees live so long; she thought awhile what
kind of tree she would like to be, and the birch pleased her most."
"True; and you said that you would like to grow near by, therefore,
around these photographs I wish to paint birches on a passe-partout.
Here I have begun, you see, but I have no great success. I cannot paint
from memory."
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