Then she took one of the photographs, and showed Pan Stanislav
the birches painted in water-colors; but since she was a little
near-sighted, she bent over her work, so that her temple for one moment
was near Pan Stanislav's face. She was no longer that Marynia of whom
he had dreamed when returning evenings from Pani Emilia's, and who at
that time had filled his whole soul for him. That period had passed:
his thoughts had gone in another direction; but Marynia had not ceased
to be that type of woman which produced on his masculine nerves an
impression exceptionally vivid; and now, when her temple almost touched
his own, when, with one glance of the eye, he took in her face, her
cheeks slightly colored, and her form bent over the picture, he felt
the old attraction with its former intensity, and the quick blood sent
equally quick thoughts to his brain. "Were I to kiss her eyes and mouth
now," thought he, "I am curious to know what she would do;" and in a
twinkle the desire seized him to do so, even were he to offend Marynia
mortally. In return for long rejection, for so much fear and suffering,
he would like such a moment of recompense, and of revenge, perhaps,
with it. Meanwhile, Marynia, while examining the painting, continued,--
"This seems worse to-day than yesterday; unfortunately trees have no
leaves now, and I cannot find a model."
"The group is not bad at all," said Pan Stanislav; "but if these trees
are to represent Pani Emilia, Litka, and me, why have you painted four
birches?"
"The fourth represents me," said Marynia, with a certain timidity; "I,
too, have a wish sometimes to grow with you."
Pan Stanislav looked at her quickly; and she, wrapping the photographs
up again, said, as it were, hurriedly,--
"So many things are connected in my mind with the memory of that child.
During her last days I was with her and Emilia almost continually.
At present Emilia is one of the nearest persons on earth to me. I
belong to them as well as you do; I know not clearly how to explain
this. There were four of us, and now there are three, bound together
by Litka, for she bound us. When I think of her now, I think also of
Emilia and of you. This is why I decided to paint the four birches; and
you see there are three photographs,--one for Emilia, one for me, and
one for you."
"I thank you," said Pan Stanislav, extending his hand to her. Marynia
returned the pressure very cordially, and said,--
"For the sake of her memory, too, we should forget all our former
resentments."
"This has happened already," answered Pan Stanislav; "and as for me, I
wish that it had happened long before Litka's death."
"My fault began then; for this I beg forgiveness," and she extended her
hand to him.
Pan Stanislav hesitated awhile whether to raise it to his lips; but he
did not raise it, he only said,--
"Now there is agreement."
"And friendship?" asked Marynia.
"And friendship."
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