Pani Emilia spoke calmly of Litka now. Maybe it was because there
remained of herself only the shadow of a living person, which was soon
to be blown away; but for the time there was in it undisturbed calm.
Her mind was not absorbed so exclusively now by misfortune, and that
previous indifference to everything not Litka had passed. Having become
a Sister of Charity, she appeared again among people, and had learned
to feel everything which made their fortune or misfortune, their joy or
their sorrow, or even pleasure or suffering.
"But how nice it is in this house! After our naked walls, everything
here seems so rich to me. Pan Stanislav was very indolent at one time:
he visited the Bigiels and us, never wished to be elsewhere; but now I
suppose he bestirs himself, and you receive many people?"
"No," answered Marynia; "we visit only the Mashkos, Pani Bronich, and
the Osnovskis."
"But wait! I know Pani Osnovski; I knew her before she was married.
I knew the Broniches, too, and their niece; but she had not grown up
then. Pan Bronich died two years ago. Thou seest how I know every one."
Marynia began to laugh. "Really, more people than I do. I made the
acquaintance of the Osnovskis in Rome only."
"But I lived so many years in Warsaw, and everything came to my ears. I
was in the house apparently, but the world occupied me. So frivolous
was I in those days! For that matter, thy present Pan Stas knew Pani
Osnovski."
"He told me so."
"They met at public balls. At that time she was to marry Pan Kopovski.
There were tears and despair, for her father opposed it. But she
succeeded well, did she not? Pan Osnovski was always a very good man."
"And to her he is the very best. But I did not know that she was to
marry Kopovski; and that astonishes me, she is so intelligent."
"Praise to God, she is happy, if she would think so! Happiness is a
rare thing, and should be used well. I have learned now to look at
the world quite impartially, as only those can who expect nothing for
themselves from it; and knowest thou what comes more than once to my
head? That happiness is like eyes,--any little mote, and at once tears
will follow."
Marynia laughed a little sadly, and said,--
"Oi! that's a great truth."
A moment of silence ensued; then Pani Emilia, looking attentively at
Marynia, laid her transparent hand on her hand mildly, and asked,--
"But thou, Marynia, art happy, art thou not?"
Such a desire to weep seized Marynia on a sudden that she resisted it
only with the utmost effort; that lasted, however, one twinkle. Her
whole honest soul trembled suddenly at the thought that her tears or
sorrow would be a kind of complaint against her husband; therefore she
mastered her emotion by strength of will, and said,--
"If only Stas is happy!" And she raised her eyes, now perfectly calm,
to Pani Emilia, who said,--
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