Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Political fiction
So Miss Hilhouse bit her tongue and kept silence, the girls behaved
beautifully, and Mary read The Fairchild Family to them in a tone of
monotony that perfectly reflected the future as she saw it. She had
been very foolish, and very weak, but she was not without excuse. He
had saved her life, she could plead that. True, brought up as she had
been at Clapham, shielded from all dealings with the other sex, taught
to regard them as wolves, or at best as a race with which she could
have no safe parley, she should have known better. She should have
known that handsome, courteous, masterful-eyed, as they were—and with a
way with them that made poor girls’ hearts throb at one moment and
stand still at another—she should have known that they meant nothing.
That they were still men, and that she must not trust them, must not
think of them, must not expect to find them more steadfast to a point
than the weather-cock on St. Mary’s at Redcliffe.
The weather-cock? Ah!
She had no sooner framed the thought in the middle of the reading than
she was aware of a sensation; and a child, one of the youngest, raised
her hand. “Please—”
Mary paused.
“Yes?” she asked. “What is it?”
“Please, Miss Smith, did the weather-cock speak?”
Mary reddened violently.
“Speak? The weather-cock? What do you mean, child?”
“Please, Miss Smith, you said that the weather-cock told Lucy the
truth, the truth, and all the truth.”
“Impossible!” Mary stammered. “I—I should have said, the coachman.” And
Mary resumed the story, but with a hot face; a face that blushed more
painfully and more intolerably because she was conscious that every eye
was upon it, and that a score of small minds were groping for the cause
of her confusion.
She remembered, oh, how well she remembered, that the schoolmistress at
Clapham had told her that she had every good quality except strength of
will. And how thoroughly, how rapidly had she proved the truth of the
exception! Freed from control for only twenty-four hours, left for that
time to her own devices, she had listened to the first voice that
addressed her, believed the first flattering look that fell on her,
taken the most ordinary attentions—attentions at which any girl with
knowledge of the world or strength of will would have smiled—for gold,
real red gold! So that a light look without a spoken word had drawn her
heart from her. How it behoved her to despise herself, loathe herself,
discipline herself! How she ought to guard herself in the future! Above
all, how thankful should she be for the dull but safe routine that
fenced, and henceforth would fence, her life from such dangers!
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