Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Political fiction
Yet that was the truth; and so entirely the truth, that but for that
offer he would have resigned the seat even now. For he had no mind to
enter the House under a cloud. He knew that to do so was to endanger
the boat in which his fortunes were embarked. But in face of that offer
he could not withdraw. Sir Robert, Wetherell, White, all would believe
that he had resigned, not on the point of honour, but for a bribe, and
because the bribe, refused at first, grew larger the longer he eyed it.
So, for good or evil, his mind was made up. And for a few minutes,
while the roar of the mob applauding him rose to his windows, he was
happy. He was a member of the Commons’ House. He stood on that
threshold on which Harley and St. John, Walpole the wise, and the
inspired Cornet, Pitt and Fox, spoiled children of fortune, Castlereagh
the illogical, and Canning
_Born with an ancient name of little worth,
And disinherited before his birth_,
and many another had stood; knowing no more than he knew what fortune
had in womb for them, what of hushed silence would one day mark their
rising, what homage of loyal hearts and thundering feet would hang upon
their words. As their fortunes his might be; to sway to tears or
laughter, to a nation’s weal or woe, the men who ruled; to know his
words were fateful, and yet to speak with no uncertain voice; to give
the thing he did not deign to wear, and make the man whom he must
follow after, ay,
_To fall as Walpole and to fail as Pitt!_
this, all this might be his, if he were worthy! If the dust of that
arena knew no better man!
His heart rose on the wave of thought and he felt himself fit for all,
equipped for all. He owned no task too hard, no enterprise too high.
Nor did he fall from the clouds until he remembered the change in his
fortunes, and bethought him that henceforth he must depend upon
himself. The story would be sifted, of course, and its truth or
falsehood be made clear. But whatever use Sir Robert might have deigned
to make of it, Vaughan did not believe that he would have stooped to
invent it. And if it were true, then all the importance which had
attached to himself as the heir to a great property, all the
privileges, all the sanctity of coming wealth, were gone.
But with them the responsibilities of that position were gone also. The
change might well depress his head and cloud his heart. He had lost
much which he could hardly hope to win for himself. Yet—yet there were
compensations.
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