Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Political fiction
He had passed through much in the last twenty-four hours; and, perhaps
for that reason, he was peculiarly open to emotion. In the thought that
henceforth he might seek a companion where he pleased, in the
remembrance that he had no longer any tastes to consult but his own,
any prejudices to respect save those which he chose to adopt, he found
a comfort at which he clutched eagerly and thankfully. The world which
shook him off—he would no longer be guided by its dictates! The race,
strenuous and to the swift, ay, to the draining of heart and brain, he
would not run it alone, uncheered, unsolaced—merely because while
things were different he had walked by a certain standard of conduct!
If he was now a poor man he was at least free! Free to take the one he
loved into the boat in which his fortunes floated, nor ask too closely
who were her forbears. Free to pursue his ambition hand in hand with
one who would sweeten failure and share success, and who in that life
of scant enjoyment and high emprise to which he must give himself,
would be a guardian angel, saving him from the spells of folly and
pleasure!
He might please himself now, and he would. Flixton might laugh, the men
of the 14th might laugh. And in Bury Street he might have winced. But
in Mecklenburgh Square, where he and she would set up their modest
tent, he would not care.
He could not go to Bristol until the morrow, for he had to see Pybus,
but he would write and tell her of his fortunes and ask her to share
them. The step was no sooner conceived than attempted. He sat down and
took pen and paper, and with a glow at his heart, in a state of
generous agitation, he prepared to write.
But he had never written to her, he had never called her by her name.
And the difficulty of addressing her overwhelmed him. In the end, after
sitting appalled by the bold and shameless look of “Dear Mary,”
“Dearest Mary,” and of addresses warmer than these, he solved the
difficulty, after a tame and proper fashion by writing to Miss Sibson.
And this is what he wrote:
“Dear Madame,
“At the interview which I had with you on Saturday last, you were good
enough to intimate that if I were prepared to give an affirmative
answer to a question which you did not put into words, you would permit
me to see Miss Smith. I am now in a position to give the assurance as
to my intentions which you desired, and trust that I may see Miss Smith
on my arrival in Bristol to-morrow.
“Believe me to remain, Madame,
“Truly yours,
“Arthur V. Vaughan.”
And all his life, he told himself, he would remember the use to which
he had put his first frank!
That night the toasting and singing, drunkenness and revelry of which
the borough was the scene, kept him long waking. But eleven o’clock on
the following morning saw him alighting from a chaise at Bristol, and
before noon he was in Queen’s Square.
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