Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Political fiction
For the time at least he had put the world behind him. And it was in
pure exultation and the joyous anticipation of what was to come that he
approached the house. He came, a victor from the fight; nor, he
reflected, was it every suitor who had it in his power to lay such
offerings at the feet of his mistress. In the eye of the world, indeed,
he was no longer what he had been; for the matchmaking mother he had
lost his value. But he had still so much to give which Mary had not, he
could still so alter the tenor of her life, he could still so lift her
in the social scale, those hopes which she was to share still flew on
pinions so ambitious—ay, to the very scattering of garters and
red-ribbons—that his heart was full of the joy of giving. He must not
be blamed if he felt as King Cophetua when he stooped to the
beggar-maiden, or as the Lord of Burleigh when he woo’d the farmer’s
daughter. After all, he did but rejoice that she had so little and he
had so much; that he could give and she could grace.
When he came to the house he paused a moment in wonder that when all
things were altered, his prospects, views, plans, its face rose
unchanged. Then he knocked boldly; the time for hesitation was past. He
asked for Miss Smith—thinking it likely that he would have to wait
until the school rose at noon. The maid, however, received him as if
she expected him, and ushered him at once into a room on the left of
the entrance. He stood, holding his hat, waiting, listening; but not
for long. The door had scarcely closed on the girl before it opened
again, and Mary Smith came in. She met his eyes, and started, blushed a
divine rosy-red and stood wide-eyed and uncertain, with her hand on the
door.
“Did you not expect me?” he said, taken aback on his side. For this was
not the Mary Smith with whom he travelled on the coach; nor the Mary
Smith with whom he had talked in the Square. This was a Mary Smith, no
less beautiful, but gay and fresh as the morning, in dainty white with
a broad blue sash, with something new, something of a franker bearing
in her air. “Did you not expect me?” he repeated gently, advancing a
step towards her.
“No,” she murmured, and she stood blushing before him, blushing more
deeply with every second. For his eyes were beginning to talk, and to
tell the old tale.
“Did not Miss Sibson get my letter?” he asked gently.
“I think not,” she murmured.
“Then I have all—to do,” he said nervously. It was—it was certainly a
harder thing to do than he had expected. “Will you not sit down,
please,” he pleaded. “I want you to listen to me.”
For a moment she looked as if she would flee instead. Then she let him
lead her to a seat.
He sat down within reach of her. “And you did not know that it was I?”
he said, feeling the difficulty increase with every second.
“No.”
“I hope,” he said, hesitating, “that you are glad that it is?”
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