Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Political fiction
He raised his brows in perplexity. What had happened to her? She had
been so grateful, so much moved, a few minutes before. The colour had
fluttered in her cheek, the tear had been visible in her eye, she had
left her hand the fifth of a second in his. And now!
Now she was determined that she would blush and smile and be kind no
more. She was grateful—God knew she was grateful, let him think what he
would. But there were limits. Her weakness, as long as she believed
that Chippenham must part them, had been pardonable. But if he had it
in his mind to attend her to Bristol, to follow her or haunt her—as she
had known foolish young cits at Clapham to haunt the more giddy of her
flock—then her mistake was clear; and his conduct, now merely
suspicious, would appear in its black reality. She hoped that he was
innocent. She hoped that his change of plan at Chippenham had been no
subterfuge; that he was not a roaring lion. But appearances were
deceitful and her own course was plain.
It was the plainer, as she had not been blind to the respect with which
all at the Angel had greeted her companion; even White, a man of
substance, with a gold chain and seals hanging from his fob, had stood
bareheaded while he talked to him. It was plain that he was a fine
gentleman; one of those whom young persons in her rank of life must
shun.
So he drew scarcely five words out of her in as many miles. At last,
thrice rebuffed, “I am afraid you are tired,” he said. Was it for this
that he had chosen to go on to Bristol?
“Yes,” she answered. “I am rather tired. If you please I would prefer
not to talk.”
He was a little huffed then, and let her be; nor did he guess, though
he was full of conjectures about her, how she hated her seeming
ingratitude. But there was nought else for it; better seem thankless
now than be worse hereafter. For she was growing frightened. She was
beginning to have more than an inkling of the road by which young
things were led to be foolish. Her ear retained the sound of his voice
though he was silent. The fashion in which he had stooped to her—though
he was looking another way now—clung to her memory. His laugh, though
he was grave now, rang for her, full of glee and good-fellowship. She
could have burst into tears.
They stayed at Marshfield to take on the last team. And she tried to
divert her mind by watching a woman in a veil who walked up and down
beside the coach, and seemed to return her curiosity. But she tried to
little purpose, for she felt strained and weary, and more than ever
inclined to cry. Doubtless the peril through which she had passed had
shaken her.
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