“We are enjoying our moment of breathing time very much--we
students--in our classical and poetical retreats in the attics of
Edinburgh, putting the stores of mental _plenishing_, which have
been accumulating on our hands or lying in disorder in our heads
for the past months, into their fitting places and order, and
preparing the still unfurnished apartments for the reception of
more. I suppose you will be thinking, that in one suite at least of
these same empty inner rooms, there will be a vast quantity of
clearing out required, before the formerly unmolested heterogeneous
literary rubbish give place to the fair array of philosophical and
theological lore, which must needs supplant it--and so there is. I
do assure you, that at this present moment, the clearing out and
scouring goes on vigorously. You should see how I turn my old
friends out of doors to make way for the flowing full-robed dignity
of their stately successors. The toil of study has, however, so
much real pleasure mixed with it, after the first drudgery is over,
that I don’t long very anxiously for its conclusion, though that is
drawing near very rapidly. I suppose, if I am spared, I shall be
ready to enter upon the work, to which we have so often looked
forward, in little more than eighteen months. Well, time is not
wont to be a laggard, and I hope when he runs round that length, he
will find me better prepared for the duties and labours of my high
vocation than I am now. Do you know, Christian, I have had lately a
kind of fearful feeling, whenever I think of the future; what is
the cause I cannot tell, unless it be one of those presentiments
that sometimes--at least so we have heard--overshadow the minds of
people who are, or who are about to be, exposed to danger. I am
not, you know, in the least; nevertheless, I have not the same
pleasure in looking forward that I used to have. I wish you would
try and explain this enigma for me.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account