Private it could hardly be called; for, like all these lodges of
colleges, it had an atmosphere most anti-home like, which at first
struck you as extremely painful. Its ancientness, both of rooms and
furniture, added to this feeling. When you passed through the small
entrance hall, up the stone staircase, and into a long, narrow,
mysterious gallery, looking as it must have looked for two centuries
at least, you felt an involuntary shiver, as of warm, human, daily life
brought suddenly into contact with the pale ghosts of the past. You
could not escape the haunting thought that these oaken tables were dined
at, these high-backed chairs sat upon, these black-framed, dirt-obscured
portraits gazed at and admired by people, once flesh and blood like
yourself, who had become skeletons--nay, mere dust, centuries before you
were born. Also, that other people would be dining, sitting, gazing,
and talking in this very same spot long after you yourself had become a
skeleton in your turn.
This impression of the exceeding mutability of all things, common to
most very old houses, was stronger than ordinary in this house, whose
owners did not even hold it by ancestral right, so as to find and leave
behind some few ancestral ties and memories, but came and went, with all
that belonged to them; the only trace of their occupancy and themselves
being a name on the college books, or a solitary portrait on the college
wall. The old dervish's saying to the Eastern king, "Sire, this is not a
place, but a caravanserai," might have been applied here only too truly.
It was not a home, it was the lodge of a college.
Until eighteen months ago, the date of Dr. Grey's appointment, there
had not been a woman's face or a child's foot about it for a hundred
and fifty years. All the masters had been unmarried--grim, gray
fellows--advanced in years. Dr. Arnold Grey, whose fellowship had
terminated early, and who had afterward been tutor and dean, was the
youngest master that had ever been known at Saint Bede's; and his
election might consequently have been unpopular had he not been
personally so much liked, and had there not happened immediately
afterward that scandal about Edwin Uniacke. Therein he acted so promptly
and wisely, that the sleepy, timid old dons as well as the Uniacke
family--for the lad was highly connected--were thankful that this
unlucky business had not occurred in the time of the late master,
who was both old and foolish, and would have made it the talk of all
England, instead of hushing it up, with the prudent decision of Dr.
Grey, so that now it was scarcely spoken of beyond the college walls.
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