There is always something pathetic in this sort of alliance between two
single women unconnected by blood. It implies a substitution for better
things--marriage or kindred ties; and has in some cases a narrowing
tendency. No two people, not even married people, can live alone
together for a number of years without sinking into a sort of double
selfishness, ministering to one another's fancies, humors, and even
faults in a way that is not possible, or probable, in the wider or
wholesomer life of a family. And if, as is almost invariably the
case--indeed otherwise such a tie between women could not long
exist--the stronger governs the weaker, one domineers and the other
obeys, the result is bad for both. It might be seen in the fidgety
restlessness of Miss Gascoigne, whose eyes, still full of passionate
fire, lent a painful youthfulness to her faded face, and in the lazy
supineness of Miss Grey, who seemed never to have an opinion or a
thought of her own. This was the dark side of the picture; the bright
side being that it is perfectly impossible for two women, especially
single women, to live together, in friendship and harmony, for nearly
twenty years, without a firm basis of moral worth existing in their
characters, producing a fidelity of regard which is not only touching,
but honorable to both.
They sat, one on either side the fire, in the long unbroken silence of
people who are so used to one another that they feel no necessity for
talking, until Miss Gascoigne spoke first, as she always did.
"I wonder what Dr. Grey meant by desiring the children to be kept out
of their beds till his return. As if I should allow it! And to order a
tea-dinner! No wonder Barker looked astonished! He never knew my poor
sister have anything but a proper dinner, at the proper hour; but it's
just that young woman's doing. In her position, of course she always
dined at one o'clock."
"Very likely," said Miss Grey, assentingly. Dissent she never did, in
any thing, from any body, least of all from Miss Gascoigne.
That lady fidgeted again, poked the fire, regarded herself in the
mirror, and settled her cap--no, her head-dress, for Miss Grey always
insisted that "dear Henrietta" was too young to wear caps, and admired
fervently the still black--too black hair, the mystery of which was only
known to Henrietta herself.
"What o'clock is it? half-past nine, I declare. Most annoying--most
impertinent--to keep us waiting for our tea in this way. Your brother
never did it before."
"I hope there is no accident," said Miss Grey, looking up alarmed. "The
snow might be dangerous on the railway."
"Maria, if you had any sense--but I think you have less and less every
day--you would remember that they are not coming by rail at all--of
course not. On the very first day of term, when Dr. Grey would meet so
many people he knew to have to introduce his wife! Why, everybody would
have laughed at him; and no wonder. Verily, there's no fool like an old
fool."
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