But in Miss Gascoigne's acuter and more worldly nature the surprise
soon wore off, leaving a sharp consciousness of the beauty, grace and
dignity--formidable weapons in the hands of any woman, and especially
of one so young as the master's wife. Not that her youth was now very
noticeable; to any one who had known Christian before her marriage,
she would have appeared greatly altered, as if some strange mental
convulsion had passed over her--passed, and been subdued. In two weeks
she had grown ten years older--was, a matron, not a girl. Yet still
she was herself. We often come to learn that change--which includes
growth--is one of the most blessed laws in existence; but it is only
weak natures who, in changing, lose their identity. If Dr. Grey saw,
what any one who loved Christian could not fail to have seen, this
remarkable change in her, he also saw deep enough into her nature
neither to dread it nor deplore it.
A few civil speeches having been interchanged about the weather, their
journey, and so forth, the master, suddenly looking round him, inquired.
"Maria, where are the children?"
"I sent them to bed," said Miss Gascoigne, with dignity. "It was
impossible they could be kept up to this late hour. My poor sister would
never allow it."
The color flashed violently over Dr. Grey's face. With the quick,
resolute movement of a master in his own house, he crossed the room and
rang the bell.
"Barker, inquire of nurse if the children are in bed. If not, say I wish
them sent down to me; otherwise I will come up to them immediately."
The answer to this message was awaited in most awkward silence. Even
Miss Gascoigne seemed to feel that she had gone a bit too far, and
busied herself over the tea equipage; while Miss Grey, after one or
two deprecating looks at dear Arnold, began knitting nervously at her
eternal socks---the only aunt-like duty which, in her meek laziness, she
attempted to fulfill toward the children.
For Christian, she sat by the fire, where her husband had placed her,
absently taking in the externalities--warm, somber, luxurious--which,
in all human probability, was now her home for life. For life! Did that
overpowering sense of the inevitable--so maddening to some, so quieting
to others--cause all small things to sink to their natural smallness,
and all painful things to touch her less painfully than otherwise they
would have been felt? It might have been.
Barker returned with the information that all the children were
fast asleep, but nurse said, "Of course Dr. Grey could come up if he
pleased."
"Let me go too," begged Christian. "Little Oliver will look so pretty in
his bed."
Dr. Grey smiled. It was a rare thing to be a whole fortnight away from
his children, and all the father's heart was in his loving eyes. "Come
away, then," he said, all his cheerful looks returning. "Aunts, you will
give us our tea when we return."
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