It was a pretty picture. Christian, sitting apart, with the gulf of
shining mahogany between, bridged it often with her wistful eyes, but
she never said a word.
She was not jealous, not in the slightest degree; for hers was the large
nature which, deeply recognizing other's rights, and satisfied with its
own, is incapable of any of the lower forms of jealousy; but she was
sad. The luxurious aimlessness of her present life was a little heavy to
the once poor, active, hard-working young governess, who had never known
an idle or even a restful hour. The rest was sweet--oh! how sweet! but
the idleness was difficult to bear. She had tried sometimes in the long
mornings, when the master was shut up in his study, to get the children
with her, and teach them a little; but Miss Gascoigne had replied that
"my late sister" did not approve of any but paid governesses, and
that it was impossible the wife of the Master of St. Bede's could go
"trapesing about like a nursemaid," taking walks with the children.
Their own mamma never thought of doing such a thing.
And this reference to her predecessor, given about twenty times a day,
always effectually silenced Christian, though it did not silence--it
could not--the cry of her heart to be of some use to somebody; to have
some young, fresh, happy creatures to love and be loved by, even though
they were another woman's children.
So she sat this evening and many evenings, quiet but sad-eyed; and it
was a relief when Barker entered with the tea-tray, and three or four
letters for Mrs. Grey.
"How very odd! Who can be writing to me? I know nobody!"
At which simple speech Miss Gascoigne looked daggers, and, the minute
Barker was gone, spoke them too.
"I must beg you, Mrs. Grey, if only for our sakes, to be a little
more circumspect. How could you let out before Barker that you 'knew
nobody'?"
"It is the truth--why should I not say it?" was all Christian answered,
as she opened the letters, almost the first which had come to her still
unfamiliar name. "They are all invitations. Oh dear! what shall I do?"
Dr. Grey looked up at the exclamation; he never seemed to hear much of
what passed around him except when his wife spoke, and then some slight
movement often showed that though, silent, he was not an unobservant
man.
"Invitations!" cried Miss Gascoigne; "the very thing I was expecting.
And to the best houses in Avonsbridge, too. This is the result of your
At home. I feel quite pleased at having so successfully introduced you
into good society."
"Thank you," said Christian, half amused, half--well, it is not worth
while being annoyed at such a small thing. She only looked across at her
husband to see how he felt on the matter.
"I think," said the master with a comical twinkling in his eye, "that no
society is half so good or so pleasant as our own."
Christian looked puzzled a minute, but afterward smiled gratefully.
"We may decline it, then?"
"Should you like it best?"
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