When Christian saw her husband, she stirred, and put up a linger far
silence, Dr. Grey crossed the room, trying hard to make his step light
and noiseless, but piteously failing in the attempt. Still Arthur was
not disturbed.
"He sleeps sound, Christian. Does he suffer very much, do you think?"
"Not now."
"Will he ever recover?"
"I hope so. Oh, please God, I trust so! Dr. Anstruther said there was no
reason why he should not."
"And you--you think so too?" with a touching appeal.
"Yes, I do think so"
Dr. Grey seemed relieved. In a kind of helpless, childlike way, he stood
behind her and watched all she did for the child, who waked thirsty, and
cried and moaned, but by-and--by was soothed to sleep again.
His father shuddered as he gazed upon him.
"He looks as if he were dead--my poor boy!"
"You must not look at him, You must go to bed," said Christian, with a
gentle authority.
"Presently. And you--are you not afraid to sit up here alone?"
"Oh no."
"You never seem to be afraid of any thing."
"Not of much--I have gone through such a deal" said Christian, with a
faint smile. "But, papa, indeed you must go to bed."
Nevertheless, they stood a little longer looking down upon Arthur, whose
breathing grew softer into natural sleep. Then, with a mutual impulse
given by the unity of a common grief the husband and wife turned and
kissed one another.
"God bless you, my darling, my poor children's mother, the first they
ever--"
He stopped, and never finished the sentence.
Chapter 6
_"Love that asketh love again,
Finds the barter naught but pain;
Love that giveth in full store,
Aye receives as much, and more._
_"Love, exacting nothing back,
Never knoweth any lack;
Love, compelling love to pay,
Sees him bankrupt every day."_
LIFE in the sick-room--most of us know what that is; how the whole world
narrows itself within four walls, and every fanciful grief and morbid
imagining slips off, pressed down into nothingness by the weight of
daily, hourly cares, and commonplace, yet all-engrossing realities.
Christian was a born nurse--and nurses, like poets, are born, not made.
You may recognize the faculty in the little girl of ten years old, as
she steals into your room to bring you your breakfast, and takes the
opportunity to arrange your pillow, and put your drawers in order, and
do any other little helpful office which you may need; and you miss
it painfully in the matron of sixty, who, with perhaps the kindest
intentions, comes to nurse you, taking for granted that she is the best
person you could possibly have about you; and yet you would be thankful
to shut the door upon her, and struggle, suffer, die alone; as Arthur,
child as he was, would rather have died than suffer near his sick-bed
either of his two aunts.
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