Besides, now, she had at times a new feeling--a wish to have her husband
all to herself. She ceased to need the "shadowy third"--the invisible
barricade against total dual solitude made by aunts or children. She
would have been glad sometimes to send them all away, and spend a quiet
evening hour, such as the last one, alone with Dr. Grey. It was so
pleasant to talk to him--so comfortable. The comfort of it lasted in
her heart all through her elaborate dressing, which was rather more
weariness to her than to most young women of her age.
Letitia assisted thereat--poor Titia who, being sent for, had crept down
to her step-mother's room, very humble and frightened, and received a
few tender, serious words--not many, for the white face was sodden with
crying, and there was a sullen look upon it which not all Christian's
gentleness could chase away. Phillis had discovered her absence, and had
punished her; not with whipping, that was forbidden, but with some of
the innumerable nursery tyrannies which Phillis called government. And
Titia evidently thought, with the suspiciousness of all weak, cowed
creatures, that Mrs. Grey must have had some hand in it--that she had
broken her promise, and betrayed her to this punishment.
She stood aloof, poor little girl, tacitly doing as she was bidden,
and acquiescing in every thing, with her thin lips pressed into
that hopeless line, or now and then opening to give vent to sharp,
unchildlike speeches, so exceedingly like Aunt Henrietta's.
"Those are very pretty bracelets, but yours are not nearly so big as
poor mamma's, and you don't wear half so many."
Was it that inherent feminine quality, tact or spite, according as it
is used, which teaches women to find out, and either avoid or wound
one another's sore places, which made the little girl so often refer to
"poor mamma?" Or had she been taught to do it?
Christian could not tell. But it had to be borne, and she was learning
how to bear it, she answered kindly.
"Probably I do wear fewer ornaments than your mamma did, for she was
rich, and I was poor. Indeed, I have no ornaments to wear except what
your papa has given me."
"He gives you lots of things, doesn't he? Every thing you have?"
"Yes."
"Do you like his doing it?"
"Very much indeed."
"Then was that the reason you married him? Aunt Henrietta said it was."
Christian's blood boiled. And yet Letitia only repeated what she had
been told.
"My child," she said, feeling that now was the time to speak, and that
the truth must be spoken even to a child, "your Aunt Henrietta makes a
great mistake. She says and believes what is not true. I married your
papa because I"--(oh that she could have said "loved him!")--"I thought
him the best man in the world. And so he is, as we all know well. Don't
we, Arthur?"
"Hurrah! Three cheers for papa! The jolliest papa that ever was!" cried
Arthur from the sofa, where, by his own special desire, he lay watching
the end of the toilet.
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