Letitia was too ladylike to commit herself to much enthusiasm, but she
smiled. If there was a warm place in that poor little frigid heart, papa
certainly had it, as in every heart belonging to him.
"You look quite pretty" said she, condescendingly. "Some day when you go
to parties you'll dress me and make me look pretty too, and take me with
you? You won't keep me shut up in the nursery till I am quite old, as
Phillis says you will?"
"Did Phillis say that?" Christian answered, with a sore sinking of
the heart at the utter impossibility that under such influences these
children should ever learn to love her.
"Phillis is a fool," cried Arthur, angrily. "When I get well again, if
ever she says one word to me of the things she used to say about mother,
won't I pitch into her, that's all!"
Christian smiled--a rather sad smile, but she thought it best to take no
notice, and soon Phillis came and fetched the two away.
After they were gone the young step-mother stood by her bedroom fire,
thinking anxiously of these her children, turning over in her mind plan
after plan as to how she should make them love her. But it seemed a very
hopeless task still.
She looked into the blazing coals, and then began playing with a little
chimney-piece ornament showing the day of the month--21st of March.
Could it be possible that she had been married three months? Three
months since that momentous day when her solitary, self-contained life
was swept out of the narrow boundaries of self forever--made full and
busy, ay, and bright too? For it was not a sad face, far from it,
which met her in the mirror above; it was a face radiant with youth and
health, and the soft peacefulness which alone gives a kind of beauty.
Well, so best! She had not expected this, but she did not wish it
otherwise.
The clock struck eight. She was, after all, ready too soon so she
wrapped her white opera cloak around her, and went down to the
drawing-room. To pass the time, she thought she would sing a little, as
indeed she now made a point of doing daily, and would have done, whether
she cared for it or not, if only out of gratitude to the love which had
delighted itself in giving her pleasure.
But she did care for it. Nothing, nobody, could quench the artist nature
which, the instant the heavy weight of sorrow was taken away, sprang up
like a living fountain in this girl's soul. She sang, quite alone in
the room, but with such a keen delight, such a perfect absorption of
enjoyment, that she never noticed her husband's entrance till he
had stood for some minutes behind her chair. When he touched her she
started, then smiled.
"Oh, it is only you!"
"Only me. Did I trouble you?"
"Oh no; was I not troubling you?"
"How, my dear?"
Christian could not tell. Anyhow she found it impossible to explain,
except that she had fancied he did not care for music.
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