Sir Edwin Uniacke did not appear again at the Ledge, or not farther than
the hall, where Christian, in passing, saw several of his cards lying in
the card-basket. And, two Sundays, in glancing casually down the row
of strangers who so often frequented the beautiful old chapel of St.
Bede's, she thought she caught sight of that dark, handsome face, which
had once seemed to her the embodiment of all manly beauty. But she
looked steadily forward, neither seeking nor shrinking from recognition.
There was no need. As she passed out of the chapel, leaning on her
husband's arm, the grave, graceful woman, composed rather than proud,
Sir Edwin Uniacke must have felt that Christian Grey was as far removed
from him and the like of him as if she dwelt already in the world beyond
the grave. But this, perhaps, only made him the more determined to see
her.
Now and then, in her walks with Phillis and the children--she now never
walked alone--she was certain she perceived him in the distance,
his slight, tan figure, and peculiar way of swinging his cane, as he
strolled down the long avenues, now glowing into the beauty of that
exquisite May time which Avonsbridge people never weary of praising.
But still, if it were he, and if they did meet, what harm could it do to
her? She could always guard herself by a lady's strongest armor--perfect
courtesy. Even should he recognize her, it was easy to bow and pass on,
as she made up her mind to do, should the occasion arrive.
It never did, though several times she had actually been in the same
drawing-room with him. But it was in a crowded company, and he either
did not see her, or had the good taste to assume that he had not done
so. And Miss Gascoigne, whose eye he caught, had only given him a
distant bow.
"I shall bow, in spite of Dr. Grey and his crotchets," said she. "But
I suppose you are too much afraid of your husband." Christian did not
reply, and the conversation dropped.
One good thing cheered her. Sir Edwin Uniacke remained in Avonsbridge,
and Miss Susan Bennett was still staying, and doing well in the house of
the blind old woman forty miles away.
Shortly her mind became full of far closer cares.
The domestic atmosphere of the Lodge was growing daily more difficult
to breathe in. What is it that constitutes an unhappy household? Not
necessarily a wicked or warring household but still not happy; devoid
of that sunniness which, be the home ever so poor, makes it feel like
"a little heaven below" to those who dwell in it, or visit it, or even
casually pass it by. "See how these Christians love one another," used
to be said by the old heathen world; and the world says it still--nay,
is compelled to say it, of any real Christian home. Alas it could not
always be said of Dr. Grey's.
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