Christianity and atheism; Death -- Religious aspects -- Christianity; Spiritual life -- Christianity
“Sir, I was not long since called to visit a poor gentleman, erewhile
of the most robust body, and of the gayest temper I ever knew. But
when I visited him; Oh! how was the glory departed from him! I found
him no more that sprightly son of joy which he used to be; but
languishing, pining away, and withering under the chastening hand of
God. His limbs feeble and trembling; his countenance forlorn and
ghastly; and the little breath he had left, sobbed out in sorrowful
sighs! His body hastening apace to lodge in the silent grave, the
land of darkness and desolation. His soul just going to God who gave
it; preparing itself to wing away unto its long home; to enter upon
an unchangeable and eternal state. When I was come up into his
chamber, and had seated myself on his bed, he first cast a most
wishful look upon me, and then began, as well as he was able, to
speak. ‘Oh! that I had been wise, that I had considered my latter
end. Ah! Mr. Hervey, death is knocking at my doors: in a few hours
more I shall draw my last gasp; and than judgment, the tremendous
judgment! how shall I appear, unprepared as I am, before the
all-knowing, and omnipotent God? How shall I endure the day of his
coming?’ When I mentioned, among many other things, that strict
holiness, which he had formerly so slightly esteemed, he replied with
a hasty eagerness: ‘Oh! that holiness is the only thing I now long
for. I would gladly part with a world to obtain it. Now my
benighted eyes are enlightened, I clearly discern the things that are
excellent. What is there in the place whither I am going, but God.
Or what is there to be desired on earth but religion?’—But if this
God should restore you to health, said I, do you think you should
alter your former course?—‘I call heaven and earth to witness,’ said
he, ‘I would labour for holiness, as I shall soon labour for life.
As for riches and pleasures, and the applauses of men, I count them
as dross—no more to my happiness than the feathers that lie on the
floor. Oh! if the righteous Judge would try me once more; if he
would but reprieve, and spare me a little longer; in what a spirit
would I spend the remainder of my days! I would know no other
business, aim at no other end, than perfecting myself in holiness.
Whatever contributed to that; every means of grace; every opportunity
of spiritual improvement, should be dearer to me than thousands of
gold and silver. But, alas! the best resolutions are now
insignificant, because they are too late. The day in which I should
have worked is over and gone, and I see a sad horrible night
approaching, bringing with it the blackness of darkness for ever.
Heretofore, woe is me! when God called, I refused: when he invited, I
was one of them that made excuse. Now, therefore, fearfulness and
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