England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Love stories
dispiriting abode, and the view from the window, of the backs of other
houses looming darkly through the fog, was not calculated to lift the
cloud of despair that for the moment had settled heavily upon her. She
felt listlessly disinclined to state her qualifications as nursery
governess, or mother's help, to the various ladies who hankered after
such commodities. Involuntarily, but continually, her thoughts
returned to that paragraph from the _Sunday Recorder_, which was not
only engraved upon her mind, but which she had actually copied also
into her book.
"Quiet and cultivated gentleman of means is anxious to meet a young
lady of good birth, who needs a home. No fortune is necessary." At
that point in her reading, Christina paused.
"No fortune is necessary," she said aloud, in an oddly deprecating
voice. "R.M., whoever he may be, only asks for a young lady of good
birth, who needs a home. Well," she turned her eyes towards the foggy
roofs just visible outside her dirty window-panes, "well, as far as I
know I am of good birth, even though father only taught music; and some
people seem to look down on musicians. And--I certainly need a home."
Her glance left the gloomy world without, and went ruefully round the
scarcely less gloomy prospect within. "And if I suited
R.M.--perhaps--perhaps, he would be good to me. Should I suit him, I
wonder? I'm not pretty, and certainly not amusing, and I'm dreadfully
shabby, and nearly as poor as it is possible to be. There is not one
single thing to recommend me." She pushed back her chair; and, rising
from the table, moved slowly to the mantel-piece, over which hung the
tarnished glass whose powers of reflecting objects satisfactorily had
long since departed. Into this unpromising mirror, poor little
Christina, holding the candle far above her head, peered long and
earnestly, her small white face looking all the whiter, because of the
background of yellow fog; her eyes seeming more green than was their
wont, because of the dark shadows that underlay them.
She had thrown off her hat, and the soft masses of her hair lay in
curly confusion about her head. It was a shapely little head, and
particularly well put on, but these were points of which Christina took
no special account, being intent on finding beauties in her face, and
failing to notice that there was anything admirable in the turn of her
neck, in the poise of her firm chin, and in the straightforward glance
of her eyes.
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