Hither and yonder in every city the grown townsfolk ran. The most had
lists of names,--Grace, Margaret, Laura, Alice, Miriam, John, Philip,
Father, Mother,--beautiful names and of rich portent, so that,
remembering the time, one would have said that these were entered there
with some import of special comradeship, of being face to face, of
having realized in little what will some day be true in large. But on
looking closer, the lists were found to have quite other connotations:
as, Grace, bracelet; Margaret, spangled scarf; Laura, chafing-dish;
Philip, smoking set; Father (Memo: Ask mother what she thinks he'd
like). And every name, it seemed, stood for some bestowal of new
property, mostly of luxuries, and chiefly of luxuries of decoration. And
the minds of the buying adults were like lakes played upon by clouds and
storm birds and lightning, and, to be sure, many stars--but all in
unutterable confusion.
Also from the cargo-laden shops there came other voices in thousands,
but these were mostly answers. And when one, understanding Christmas,
listened to hear what part in it these behind the counter played, he
heard from them no voice of sharing in the theory of peace, or even of
truce, but instead:--
"Two a yard and double width. Jewelry is in the Annex. Did you want
three pairs of each? Veils and neckwear three aisles over. Leather,
glassware, baskets, ribbons, down the store beyond the notions. Toys and
dolls are in the basement--toys and dolls are in the basement. Jewelry
is in the Annex...."
So that a great part of the town seemed some strong chorus of invocation
to new possessions.
But there were other voices. Whole areas of every town lay, perforce,
within the days of Christmas Week--it must have been so, for there is
only one calendar to embrace humanity, as there is only one way of birth
and breath and death, one source of tears, one functioning for laughter.
But to these reaches of the town the calendar was like another thing,
for though it was upon them in name, its very presence was withdrawn. In
those ill-smelling stairways and lofts there was little to divulge the
imminence of anything other than themselves. And wherever some echo of
Christmas Week had crept, the wistfulness or the lust was for possession
also; but here one could understand its insistence. So here the voices
said only, "I wish--I wish," and "I choose this--and this," at windows;
or, "If I had back my nickel...." "Don't you go expecting nothink!" And
over these went the whirr of machinery, beat of treadles, throb of
engines, or the silence of forced idleness, or of the disease of
dereliction. It was a time of many pagan observances, as when some were
decked in precious stuffs and some were thrown to lions.
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