American fiction -- 19th century; Christmas stories, American
“You know, Herbert,” and Milly’s clear, innocent eyes looked steadily
into his. “You know far better than I, all that has passed between you
and Anna Burroughs. To me and her lover, noble Adam Floyd, it is known
only in part, but you understand the whole, and I am glad of this
opportunity to tell you that you are free from an engagement which never
should have been made, and of which you are weary. I did love you so
much Herbert, even though I knew that you were wayward. I loved you, and
prayed for you, too, every morning and every night. I shall do that yet,
wherever you are, but henceforth we are friends, and nothing more. Seek
forgiveness, first of God, and then of Adam Floyd, whom you thought to
wrong by wresting from him the little ewe-lamb, which was his all.”
Herbert looked up quickly. Wholly unversed in Scripture, the _ewe-lamb_
was Greek to him, but Mildred was too much in earnest for him to jest.
She had never seemed so desirable as now, that he had lost her, and
grasping her hand from which she was taking the engagement ring, he
begged of her to wait, to consider, before she cast him off.
“I was mean with Anna, I know, and I meant to run away with her, but
that is over now. Speak to me, Milly; I do not know you in this new
character.”
Milly hardly knew herself, but with regard to Herbert she was firm,
giving him no hope of ever recovering the love he had wantonly thrown
away.
After that interview, the black pony stayed quietly in its stable at
Castlewild, while Herbert shut himself up in his room, sometimes crying
when he thought of Anna, sometimes swearing when he thought of Mildred,
and ending every reverie with his pet words, “oh botheration.”
Each morning, however, a servant was sent to the cottage where, for
weeks, Anna hovered between life and death, carefully tended by her
mother and Mildred Atherton, and tenderly watched by Adam, who deported
himself toward her as a fond parent would toward its erring but
suffering child. There was no bitterness in Adam’s heart, nothing save
love and pity for the white-faced girl, whom he held firmly in his arms,
soothing her gently, while Mildred cut away the long, golden tresses, at
which, in her wild moods, she clutched so angrily.
“Poor shorn lamb,” he whispered, while his tears, large and warm,
dropped upon the wasted face he had not kissed since the night he and
Mildred watched with her and heard so much of the sad story.
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