American fiction -- 19th century; Christmas stories, American
But for the help which cometh only from on high, Adam’s heart would have
broken, those long bright September days, when everything seemed to mock
his woe. It was so different from what he had hoped when he built
castles of the Autumn time, when Anna would be with him. She was there,
it is true; there in the room he had called _ours_, but was as surely
lost to him, he said, as if the bright-hued flowers were blossoming
above her grave. She did not love him, else she had never purposed to
deceive him, and he looked drearily forward to the time when he must
again take up his solitary life, uncheered by one hope in the future.
She awoke to consciousness at last. It was in the grey dawn of the
morning, when Adam was sitting by her, while her mother and Mildred
rested in the adjoining room. Eagerly she seemed to be searching for
something, and when Adam asked for what, she answered: “The note; I had
it in my hand when I went to sleep.”
Bending over her, Adam said: “I found it; I gave it to him.”
There was a perceptible start, a flushing of Anna’s cheek and a
frightened, half pleading look in her eyes; but she asked no questions,
and thinking she would rather not have him there, Adam went quietly out
to her mother with the good news of Anna’s consciousness.
Days went by after that, days of slow convalescence; but now that he was
no longer needed in the sick-room, Adam stayed away. Tokens of his
thoughtful care, however, were visible everywhere, in the tasteful
bouquets arranged each morning, just as he knew Anna liked them—in the
luscious fruit and tempting delicacies procured by him for the weak
invalid who at last asked Mildred to call him and leave them alone
together.
At first there was much constraint on either side, but at last Anna
burst out impetuously, “Oh, Adam, I do not know what I said in my
delirium, or how much you know, and so I must tell you everything.”
Then, as rapidly as possible and without excusing herself in the least,
she told her story and what she had intended to do.
For a moment Adam did not speak, and when he did it was to ask if
Mildred had told her about Herbert. But his name had not been mentioned
between the two girls and thus it devolved upon Adam to explain. Herbert
had left the neighborhood and gone abroad immediately after Anna’s
convalescence was a settled thing.
“Perhaps he will soon come back,” Adam said, and Anna cried, “Oh, Adam,
I never wish him to return, I know now that I never loved him as—I—oh, I
wish I had died.”
“You were not prepared, and God spared you to us. We are very glad to
have you back,” Adam said.
These were the first words he had spoken which had in them anything like
his former manner, and Anna involuntarily stretched her hand toward him.
He took it, and letting it rest on his broad, warm palm, smoothed it a
little as he would have smoothed a little child’s, but what Anna longed
to hear was not spoken, and in a tremor of pain she sobbed out,
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