"In just a few minutes," said he, "I will go back to her. She must
be there in the same place. Of course she must be there. It is no
crime, after all. I will make it right to her,--it will be no crime.
Quite the contrary. I will leave here in a few moments, when the
clock strikes again, I swear it. Just as soon as the clock strikes
again I will stop, I will go straight to where she is, I will take
her up in my arms and will carry her home with me asleep. I have done
her no harm; I have made a fortune for her. I will keep her with me
and educate her; I will love her as I would a child of my own, and I
will take care of her,--always, as long as she lives!"
But the clock struck one, a quarter past, half-past, and Lucien was
still there. Finally, a few minutes before two the man opposite him
rose brusquely and said in a loud voice,--
"The bank is broken, gentlemen; this will do for to-night."
Lucien started, and wedging his way brutally through the group of
gamblers, who pressed around him in envious admiration, hurried out
into the street and ran as fast as he could toward the stone bench.
In a moment he saw by the light of the gas that the child was still
there.
"God be praised!" said he, and his heart gave a great throb of joy.
Yes, here she was! He took her little hand in his. Poor little
hand, how cold it was! He caught her under the arms and lifted her.
Her head fell back, but she did not awake. "The happy sleep of
childhood!" thought he. He pressed her close to his breast to warm
her, and with a vague presentiment he tried to rouse her from this
heavy sleep by kissing her eyelids. But he realized then with horror
that through the child's half-open lids her eyes were dull, glassy,
fixed. A distracting suspicion flashed through his mind. He put his
lips to the child's mouth; he felt no breath.
While Lucien had been building a fortune with the louis stolen from
this little one, she, homeless and forsaken, had perished with cold.
Lucien felt a suffocating knot at his throat. In his anguish he
tried to cry out; and in the effort which he made he awoke from
his nightmare, and found himself on the leather lounge in the
gambling-room, where he had fallen asleep a little before midnight.
The _garçon_ of the den had gone home at about five o'clock, and out
of pity had not wakened him.
A misty December dawn made the window-panes pale. Lucien went out,
pawned his watch, took a bath, then went over to the Bureau of
Recruits, and enlisted as a volunteer in the First Regiment of the
Chasseurs d'Afrique.
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