He was born blind, and had been taught the one thing which the blind
generally learn,--music; for this art he was specially gifted. His
mother died when he was little more than a child, and his father,
who was the first cornetist of a military band, followed her to the
grave a few years later. He had a brother in America from whom he had
never heard; still, through indirect sources he knew him to be well
off, married, and the father of two fine children. To the day of his
death the old musician, indignant at his son's ingratitude, would
not allow his name to be mentioned in his presence; but the blind
boy's affection for his brother remained unchanged. He could not
forget that this elder brother had been the support of his childhood,
the defence of his weakness against the other boys, and that he had
always spoken to him with kindness. The recollection of Santiago's
voice as he entered his room in the morning, shouting, "Hey there,
Juanito! get up, man; don't sleep so!" rang in the blind boy's ears
with a more pleasing harmony than could ever be drawn from the keys
of a piano or the strings of a violin. Was it probable that such a
kind heart had grown cold? Juan could not believe it, and was always
striving to justify him. At times the fault was with the mail, or
it might be that his brother did not wish to write until he could
send them a good deal of money; then again, he fancied that he meant
to surprise them by presenting himself some fine day, laden with
gold, in the modest _entresol_ in which they lived. But he never
dared communicate any of these fancies to his father; only when
the old man, wrought to an unusual pitch of exasperation, bitterly
apostrophized the absent one, he found the courage to say: "You must
not despair, father. Santiago is good, and my heart tells me that we
shall hear from him one of these days."
The father died, however, without hearing from his son, between a
priest, who exhorted him, and the blind boy, who clung convulsively
to his hand, as if he meant to detain him in this world by main
force. When the old man's body was removed from the house, the
boy seemed to have lost his reason, and in a frenzy of grief he
struggled with the undertaker's men. Then he was left alone. And what
loneliness was his! No father, no mother, no relatives, no friends;
he was even deprived of the sunlight, which is the friend of all
created things. He was two whole days in his room pacing the floor
like a caged wolf, without tasting food. The chamber-maid, assisted
by a compassionate neighbor, succeeded in saving him from this slow
process of suicide. He was prevailed upon to eat. He spent the rest
of his life praying, and working at his music.
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