Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Portrait painters -- Fiction; Women novelists -- Fiction
"There is nothing like taking a good square look at what you have been
doing, to make you mend your ways," she said, but he was not listening.
He was enjoying his despair.
"I'll smash the whole lot of them. I never want to see them again!" He
struck a wet brush across the nearest one, but Jane seized his arm.
"Don't do that."
"I can't live in the room with them."
"All right. Send them up to the storage room."
She began to move them off and stack them against the door. Jerry threw
himself down on the couch, moodily. He scarcely noticed when the
janitor, answering Jane's summons, carried them all off to the top
floor.
"Now you've got a clean slate you can begin again," Jane said, and went
about her work.
"I shall give it up. I'll never paint again."
She made no comment, but she smiled to herself. She knew "her children,"
as she called them.
"Can't you stop fussing around, and come and talk to me?"
"I have work to do."
He came to the door of the bedroom.
"What work?"
"I'm going to clean this room."
"Why do you bother with us, Jane Judd?" he inquired.
"I have to make my living."
"But you can do _anything_."
"Go away, now, I'm going to make a dust," she smilingly suggested.
He obeyed, but she heard him walking the studio, up and down. Presently
he came to the door again.
"Couldn't you find something to do in the studio? I'm so desperately
lonesome to-day."
Her own heart had prompted that phrase too often to let her smile at it.
"All right, in a few minutes. I'll find some mending to do."
After a while she came into the studio, and sat down by the big window,
her sewing basket beside her. Jerry watched her quiet directness of
movement. He noted the straight line of her back, the bend of her dark
head outlined against the gray sheets of rain outside. Her sombre gown
was relieved by a splash of red, gold, and blue Chinese embroidery,
which she was mending.
"I'm always wondering lately, what you are thinking about, Jane Judd,"
he said.
"At this moment, I am thinking that it was careless to let this
beautiful thing be torn."
"I didn't mean to intrude."
She bowed without reply.
"I'm going to make a study of you. It's interesting, that gray window,
the rain and all."
He set up an easel and got a board ready.
"I've never known anybody to be as still as you are. It's a positive
talent.... There's no sense in your doing your hair that way. Ever since
the night of the pageant I have wondered how you could bear to make
yourself plain. How can you?"
"My looks don't count. I have no time to spend on myself."
"Holy Ananias! hear this woman! Is she human?"
She smiled, not looking at him, but lifting her head and smiling into
space. They were silent for a while. She felt his complete absorption in
his work, this big little boy who half an hour earlier had sworn he
would never paint again.
"You're work atmosphere for me, Jane Judd. I should engage you by the
week, to just sit in my studio. How would you like that?"
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