Short stories, French -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“You know what Dufrêne did, the day before yesterday?” ventured an
important-looking person, who was trying by a clever adjustment of
his collar and movement of his chin to keep his beard in a horizontal
position, and who acquired in this way an air of extraordinary majesty.
“Listen then....” And in the middle of a chorus of protestations
and laughter he began to tell the latest little scandal invented by
imaginations which are not content with the reading of the communiqués
of those glorious and tragic days.
There were about a dozen doctors in the room. Four or five were indeed
princes among doctors. The war had given me a unique opportunity of
knowing these distinguished personalities, and I assure you I felt
a not unnatural emotion in hearing them speak freely before me. My
conversation of the morning with my orderly officer had very much upset
me.
Mathematics impose on the mind stubborn habits of order. I am
unfortunately a bachelor, but I have quite rational, serious views
on the family and society, as you would expect from my tastes and my
profession. I know that very learned mathematicians have been able to
imagine triangles which did not have three sides, or parallel lines
which ended in meeting in a point.... I cannot follow these masters
on such a path: perhaps I am too old to follow such tracks. Anyhow,
I am satisfied with what I do know. When looking at my library, and
turning over the pages of my lecture note-books, I always experienced
a pleasant sensation of order and discipline. Besides, the study of
mathematics makes you logical. And what had happened to me that morning
was not logical--in other words, was not just. And the thought that the
demands of order required an illogical action even in the midst of the
chaos of war, appeared to me the wildest incoherence.
You can then imagine the relief, even enthusiasm, I felt on hearing
these eminent men justify my rebellious attitude. I listened to
their words, marking them with approving nods of the head. I felt a
keen, almost trembling enjoyment, mingled with pride and a kind of
superstitious terror.
Gradually I became aware that the last emotion was becoming the
dominant one. I feared I was relying too much on reason; without
knowing my position, these gentlemen were too excited and earnest in
their approval. This verbal exaltation of indiscipline made me feel
an exquisite uneasiness, almost of pain. Forced to be quiet out of
respect, I nevertheless mentally and repeatedly begged them to be calm:
“Take care, gentlemen! Be calm, sirs!”
Such were my thoughts when, in the general uproar of voices, a bell was
heard ringing: it was the visitors’ office bell. Immediately the room
was strangely quiet.
“_Monsieur le principal!_” said a sergeant who had just appeared at the
door; “the motor-car of the Chief of the Medical Staff is at the gate.”
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