These views, expressed by my friend whom I so greatly honour and
who himself once in poetry described the magic of illusion, put me
in a difficult position. I cannot discover this ‘oceanic’ feeling
in myself. It is not easy to deal scientifically with feelings. One
may attempt to describe their physiological signs. Where that is
impossible—I am afraid the oceanic feeling, too, will defy this
kind of classification—nothing remains but to turn to the ideational
content which most readily associates itself with the feeling. If I
have understood my friend aright, he means the same thing as that
consolation offered by an original and somewhat unconventional writer
to his hero, contemplating suicide: ‘Out of this world we cannot
fall’.[1] So it is a feeling of indissoluble connection, of belonging
inseparably to the external world as a whole. To me, personally, I may
remark, this seems something more in the nature of an intellectual
judgement, not, it is true, without any accompanying feeling-tone,
but with one of a kind which characterizes other equally far-reaching
reflections as well. I could not in my own person convince myself of
the primary nature of such a feeling. But I cannot on that account deny
that it in fact occurs in other people. One can only wonder whether
it has been correctly interpreted and whether it is entitled to be
acknowledged as the _fons et origo_ of the whole need for religion.
I have nothing to suggest which could effectively settle the solution
of this problem. The idea that man should receive intimation of his
connection with the surrounding world by a direct feeling which aims
from the outset at serving this purpose sounds so strange and is so
incongruous with the structure of our psychology that one is justified
in attempting a psycho-analytic, that is, genetic explanation of such a
feeling. Whereupon the following lines of thought present themselves.
Normally there is nothing we are more certain of than the feeling of
our self, our own ego. It seems to us an independent unitary thing,
sharply outlined against everything else. That this is a deceptive
appearance, and that on the contrary the ego extends inwards without
any sharp delimitation, into an unconscious mental entity which we
call the id and to which it forms a façade, was first discovered
by psycho-analytic research, and the latter still has much to tell
us about the relations of the ego to the id. But towards the outer
world at any rate the ego seems to keep itself clearly and sharply
outlined and delimited. There is only one state of mind in which it
fails to do this—an unusual state, it is true, but not one that can
be judged as pathological. At its height the state of being in love
threatens to obliterate the boundaries between ego and object. Against
all the evidence of his senses the man in love declares that he and
his beloved are one, and is prepared to behave as if it were a fact.
A thing that can be temporarily effaced by a physiological function
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