Mrs Hopgood, too, had been the intimate friend of her husband, and was
the intimate friend of her daughters. She was now nearly sixty, but
still erect and graceful, and everybody could see that the picture of a
beautiful girl of one-and-twenty, which hung opposite the fireplace, had
once been her portrait. She had been brought up, as thoroughly as a
woman could be brought up, in those days, to be a governess. The war
prevented her education abroad, but her father, who was a clergyman, not
too rich, engaged a French emigrant lady to live in his house to teach
her French and other accomplishments. She consequently spoke French
perfectly, and she could also read and speak Spanish fairly well, for the
French lady had spent some years in Spain. Mr Hopgood had never been
particularly in earnest about religion, but his wife was a believer,
neither High Church nor Low Church, but inclined towards a kind of
quietism not uncommon in the Church of England, even during its bad time,
a reaction against the formalism which generally prevailed. When she
married, Mrs Hopgood did not altogether follow her husband. She never
separated herself from her faith, and never would have confessed that she
had separated herself from her church. But although she knew that his
creed externally was not hers, her own was not sharply cut, and she
persuaded herself that, in substance, his and her belief were identical.
As she grew older her relationship to the Unseen became more and more
intimate, but she was less and less inclined to criticise her husband’s
freedom, or to impose on the children a rule which they would certainly
have observed, but only for her sake. Every now and then she felt a
little lonely; when, for example, she read one or two books which were
particularly her own; when she thought of her dead father and mother, and
when she prayed her solitary prayer. Mr Hopgood took great pains never
to disturb that sacred moment. Indeed, he never for an instant permitted
a finger to be laid upon what she considered precious. He loved her
because she had the strength to be what she was when he first knew her
and she had so fascinated him. He would have been disappointed if the
mistress of his youth had become some other person, although the change,
in a sense, might have been development and progress. He did really love
her piety, too, for its own sake. It mixed something with her behaviour
to him and to the children which charmed him, and he did not know from
what other existing source anything comparable to it could be supplied.
Mrs Hopgood seldom went to church. The church, to be sure, was horribly
dead, but she did not give that as a reason. She had, she said, an
infirmity, a strange restlessness which prevented her from sitting still
for an hour. She often pleaded this excuse, and her husband and
daughters never, by word or smile, gave her the least reason to suppose
that they did not believe her.
CHAPTER II
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