FRANK could not rest. He wrote again to Clara at Fenmarket; the letter
went to Mrs Cork’s, and was returned to him. He saw that the Hopgoods
had left Fenmarket, and suspecting the reason, he determined at any cost
to go home. He accordingly alleged ill-health, a pretext not altogether
fictitious, and within a few days after the returned letter reached him
he was back at Stoke Newington. He went immediately to the address in
Pentonville which he found on the envelope, but was very shortly informed
by Mrs Cork that ‘she knew nothing whatever about them.’ He walked round
Myddelton Square, hopeless, for he had no clue whatever.
What had happened to him would scarcely, perhaps, have caused some young
men much uneasiness, but with Frank the case was altogether different.
There was a chance of discovery, and if his crime should come to light
his whole future life would be ruined. He pictured his excommunication,
his father’s agony, and it was only when it seemed possible that the
water might close over the ghastly thing thrown in it, and no ripple
reveal what lay underneath, that he was able to breathe again.
Immediately he asked himself, however, _if_ he could live with his father
and wear a mask, and never betray his dreadful secret. So he wandered
homeward in the most miserable of all conditions; he was paralysed by the
intricacy of the coil which enveloped and grasped him.
That evening it happened that there was a musical party at his father’s
house; and, of course, he was expected to assist. It would have suited
his mood better if he could have been in his own room, or out in the
streets, but absence would have been inconsistent with his disguise, and
might have led to betrayal. Consequently he was present, and the gaiety
of the company and the excitement of his favourite exercise, brought
about for a time forgetfulness of his trouble. Amongst the performers
was a distant cousin, Cecilia Morland, a young woman rather tall and
fully developed; not strikingly beautiful, but with a lovely
reddish-brown tint on her face, indicative of healthy, warm, rich
pulsations. She possessed a contralto voice, of a quality like that of a
blackbird, and it fell to her and to Frank to sing. She was dressed in a
fashion perhaps a little more courtly than was usual in the gatherings at
Mr Palmer’s house, and Frank, as he stood beside her at the piano, could
not restrain his eyes from straying every now and then a way from his
music to her shoulders, and once nearly lost himself, during a solo which
required a little unusual exertion, in watching the movement of a locket
and of what was for a moment revealed beneath it. He escorted her amidst
applause to a corner of the room, and the two sat down side by side.
‘What a long time it is, Frank, since you and I sang that duet together.
We have seen nothing of you lately.’
‘Of course not; I was in Germany.’
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