WHEN Frank came downstairs to breakfast the conversation turned upon his
return to Germany. He did not object to going, although it can hardly be
said that he willed to go. He was in that perilous condition in which
the comparison of reasons is impossible, and the course taken depends
upon some chance impulse of the moment, and is a mere drift. He could
not leave, however, in complete ignorance of Madge, and with no certainty
as to her future. He resolved therefore to make one more effort to
discover the house. That was all which he determined to do. What was to
happen when he had found it, he did not know. He was driven to do
something, which could not be of any importance, save for what must
follow, but he was unable to bring himself even to consider what was to
follow. He knew that at Fenmarket one or other of the sisters went out
soon after breakfast to make provision for the day, and perhaps, if they
kept up this custom, he might be successful in his search. He
accordingly stationed himself in Great Ormond Street at about half-past
nine, and kept watch from the Lamb’s Conduit Street end, shifting his
position as well as he could, in order to escape notice. He had not been
there half an hour when he saw a door open, and Madge came out and went
westwards. She turned down Devonshire Street as if on her way to
Holborn. He instantly ran back to Theobalds Road, and when he came to
the corner of Devonshire Street she was about ten yards from him, and he
faced her. She stopped irresolutely, as if she had a mind to return, but
as he approached her, and she found she was recognised, she came towards
him.
‘Madge, Madge,’ he cried, ‘I want to speak to you. I must speak with
you.’
‘Better not; let me go.’
‘I say I _must_ speak to you.’
‘We cannot talk here; let me go.’
‘I must! I must! come with me.’
She pitied him, and although she did not consent she did not refuse. He
called a cab, and in ten minutes, not a word having been spoken during
those ten minutes, they were at St Paul’s. The morning service had just
begun, and they sat down in a corner far away from the worshippers.
‘Oh, Madge,’ he began, ‘I implore you to take me back. I love you. I do
love you, and—and—I cannot leave you.’
She was side by side with the father of her child about to be born. He
was not and could not be as another man to her, and for the moment there
was the danger lest she should mistake this secret bond for love. The
thought of what had passed between them, and of the child, his and hers,
almost overpowered her.
‘I cannot,’ he repeated. ‘I _ought_ not. What will become of me?’
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