Mrs Caffyn hastened upstairs, leaving Madge to her reflections. Once
more the old dialectic reappeared. ‘After all,’ she thought, ‘it is, as
Clara said, a question of degree. There are not a thousand husbands and
wives in this great city whose relationship comes near perfection. If I
felt aversion my course would be clear, but there is no aversion; on the
contrary, our affection for one another is sufficient for a decent
household and decent existence undisturbed by catastrophes. No brighter
sunlight is obtained by others far better than myself. Ought I to expect
a refinement of relationship to which I have no right? Our claims are
always beyond our deserts, and we are disappointed if our poor, mean,
defective natures do not obtain the homage which belongs to those of
ethereal texture. It will be a life with no enthusiasms nor romance,
perhaps, but it will be tolerable, and what may be called happy, and my
child will be protected and educated. My child! what is there which I
ought to put in the balance against her? If our sympathy is not
complete, I have my own little oratory: I can keep the candles alight,
close the door, and worship there alone.’
So she mused, and her foes again ranged themselves over against her.
There was nothing to support her but something veiled, which would not
altogether disclose or explain itself. Nevertheless, in a few minutes,
her enemies had vanished, like a mist before a sudden wind, and she was
once more victorious. Precious and rare are those divine souls, to whom
that which is aërial is substantial, the only true substance; those for
whom a pale vision possesses an authority they are forced unconditionally
to obey.
CHAPTER XXI
MRS CAFFYN was unhappy, and made up her mind that she would talk to Frank
herself. She had learned enough about him from the two sisters,
especially from Clara, to make her believe that, with a very little
management, she could bring him back to Madge. The difficulty was to see
him without his father’s knowledge. At last she determined to write to
him, and she made her son-in-law address the envelope and mark it
private. This is what she said:—
‘DEAR SIR,—Although unbeknown to you, I take the liberty of telling
you as M. H. is alivin’ here with me, and somebody else as I think
you ought to see, but perhaps I’d better have a word or two with you
myself, if not quite ill-convenient to you, and maybe you’ll be kind
enough to say how that’s to be done to your obedient, humble servant,
‘MRS CAFFYN.’
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