On the seventh anniversary of my father’s death, and the last which I
was likely ever to spend beneath that roof, I passed the whole day in
alternate sadness and passion, in the bedroom where he died. All the
relics I possessed, both of his love and of his death, I brought
thither; and spread them out, and wept upon the one, and prayed upon the
other. I also brought my choicest histories of murder and revenge, and
pored over them by the waning daylight and the dull lamp, and so on
through the night, until my mind became the soul’s jetsam.
Then I procured four very large wax candles, and lit them at the head of
the bed, two on each side, and spread a long white cloth between, as if
my father were lying in state; and hung a row of shorter lights above,
to illuminate the letters of blood. Then I took a small alarum clock,
given me by dear father, that I might rise for early walks with him, and
set it upon a chest by the door, and fixed it so as to ring five minutes
before the hour at which the murder befell. A cold presentiment crawled
through me that, at the fatal time, I should see the assassin. After
all these arrangements I took my volume again, and sat in the shade of
the curtain, with a strong light on the page. I was deep in some
horrible record, and creeping with terror and hope, when the clear bell
rang a long and startling peal. I leaped up, like one shot through the
heart, and what I did was without design or purpose. My glance fell on
the dagger; I caught it up, and snatched the lamp, and hurried down
corridor and staircase, straight to my guardian’s private room.
He was sitting at the table, for he never passed that night in bed. At
the sound of the lock he leaped up, and pointed a pistol, then hid it.
Straight up to him I went, as swiftly and quietly as a spirit, and
spoke:
"Seven years ago, at this very moment, my father was killed. Do you
know this dagger?" He started back, as if I had stabbed him with it,
then covered his eyes with both hands.
"You know it, then?" I said, with a triumph chill all over me. "It was
your hand that used it."
Another moment, and I should have struck him with it. I lifted it in my
frenzy; when he looked at me by some wonderful effort, calmly, steadily,
even coldly. "Yes," he said, "I have seen that weapon before. Alas my
poor dear brother!"
Whether it was true feeling that made his voice so low and deep, or only
fierce self-control, I knew not then, nor tried to think.
"You know who owned it?" I asked, with my life upon his answer.
"Yes. I know who owned it once; but many years ago. And I know not in
the least what is become of him now."
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