By reason of the message sent the day before, no one in the house
expected me; so we stole in quietly, lest my uncle should be alarmed,
and I requested Gregory, tipsy Bob’s successor, to bring Jane to meet
us, in my own little room. Annie being installed there, to her great
delight, and allowed free boot of "Marry, Sir knight," and "Now by my
halidame," I went to see my poor dear uncle, who by this time was
prepared for my visit. Very weak he seemed, and nervous, and more
rejoiced at my return than even I had expected. To me also it was warm
comfort in my cold pride-ailment to be with one of my own kin, whom none
could well disparage. There was a dignity about him, an air of lofty
birth, which my own darling father had been too genial to support. Soon
I perceived from my uncle’s manner, that something had happened since my
departure to add to his uneasiness. But he offered no explanation and I
did not like to ask him. He in turn perceived the heavy dark
despondency, which, in spite of all my efforts, would at times betray
itself. Pride and indignation supported me, when I began to think, but
then I could not always think, whereas I could always feel. Moreover,
pride and indignation are, in almost every case, props that carry barbs.
In a word, though I would scorn the love-lorn maiden’s part, it was sad
for me to know that I could never love again.
With a father’s tenderness, he feebly drew my head to his trembling
breast, and asked me in a tearful whisper what had happened to me. But
I was too proud to tell him. Oh that I had not been! What misery might
have been spared to many. But all the time my head lay there, I was on
fire with shame and agony, thinking of the breast on which my hair had
last been shed.
"Now, good nurse Clara," he said at last with a poor attempt at
playfulness, "I shall have no more confidence in your professional
skill, unless you wheel me forth to-morrow with a cheerful face. You
are tired to-night, my love, and so should I have been, if you had not
come home. To-morrow you shall tell me why you came so suddenly and
saved me a day of longing. And to-morrow, if I am strong enough, I will
tell you a little history, which may be lost, like many a great one,
unless it is quickly told. Stop--one cup of tea, dear, and how proud I
am to pour it out for you--and then I will not keep you from a livelier
friend. To-morrow, you must introduce me. I still like pretty girls,
and you should have brought that lovely Isola with you. I can’t think
why you didn’t. She would have been most welcome."
"Come, uncle, I shall be jealous. The young lady I have brought is
quite pretty enough for you."
He sighed at some remembrance, and then asked abruptly,
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